I spent yesterday shopping for new pants with a fussy Kagome, followed by a visit with Alisha & David, & then a visit with Gabriel. I would have stayed late visiting with Gabriel if there hadn't been a party going on (too much noise & smoke for Kagome). Well, I didn't feel all that great either (from listening to a lot of crying during car...
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First, in response to the suggestions to pump breastmilk, it's not that I haven't tried, but Kagome never gives me time. I'm feeding her every 2 hours & there is no time in between when I have enough milk to pump + the breast pumps (I have 2) that I have are not high enough quality, but they were all I could afford. Oh well,...
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thefreak:
Glad to hear that things are looking up. 
-TM
-TM
beautiful_lie:
thanks for the request i must say that you are so beautiful!
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thefreddy:
huge boobs are always a plus 
thefreak:
I agree w/ the no drugs while breastfeeding part. That's a definite no-no too, Daffy.
-TM
-TM
Didn't get to go out last night.
At least my dad kept Katana some, but mom had to work.
Gabriel said he would call, but didn't.
I was still checking for voicemails from him at 3am.
I am pathetic.
At least my dad kept Katana some, but mom had to work.
Gabriel said he would call, but didn't.
I was still checking for voicemails from him at 3am.
I am pathetic.
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cunninglinquist:
i know the feeling, but you have to get thru this and move on
l7rules:
you are not pathetic!! 
its what happens.
soon youll be over it and be happy and seeing some new boy
its what happens.
soon youll be over it and be happy and seeing some new boy
okay...i just spent 3 hours cleaning my trailer because of a bad smell that i noticed yesterday...kept cleaning, but kept smelling it. saved the dishes for last because i thought surely it wasn't coming from them...but as i started washing dishes the smell seemed to be getting stronger. i finally started digging through them, smelling each one until i got to where i could see...
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nikonphoto80:
That is sick, he is no good at all, I have not heard one good thing about this man, I have never heard of some one doing that. I'm sorry, at least you found where the smell was coming from. 
Last night was ok. My mom kept Katana for the night, so it was just me & Kagome here. I had some sad thoughts as I was trying to fall asleep, but I don't remember any bad dreams. Kagome slept very well, I think. I don't remember waking up much to feed her. That was nice. I went to bed early because I had another...
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paine:
Aw, is she sleeping in the laundry basket? I used to do that with my twins...one would sleep on the whites, the other on the colours. We didn't much care for cribs so it seemed like a nice safe, snuggly alternative to leaving them on the tall adult bed.
Are you drinking enough water? I got a lot of headaches when I was nursing the twins because I wasn't drinking sufficient water to keep up with the fluid needs of making milk. Once I started sipping on a water jug all day, the headaches decreased.
Are you drinking enough water? I got a lot of headaches when I was nursing the twins because I wasn't drinking sufficient water to keep up with the fluid needs of making milk. Once I started sipping on a water jug all day, the headaches decreased.
Gabriel moved out today. He just left a little while ago & already I feel sad & lonely. I sat on the couch for a while after he left because I could still smell the Old Spice Pure Sport deodorant that I bought for him lingering in the air. I will miss crawling in bed next to that sweet smell. Now I need a hug....
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l7rules:
things will be better this way. you weer really miserable with him and his ignoring you and fighting!! itll be lonely for a little while but youll make friends fast im sure of it!!!
things will be better this way. you weer really miserable with him and his ignoring you and fighting!! itll be lonely for a little while but youll make friends fast im sure of it!!!
cunninglinquist:
hope you find one
It seems like everytime I get on the computer I have a little baby in my lap or on my breast. There's something sweet about it. She is adorable. Meanwhile Katana's in the background with sock puppets on both hands throwing toys around my bedroom. It's kinda cute, too.
The babe's out of the lap now & back on the boob. And I hear Katana...
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The babe's out of the lap now & back on the boob. And I hear Katana...
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nikonphoto80:
How cute.
What a dick, he is a no good man, I knew it from way back when you would talk about him, I'm so sorry that the baby didn't change him, I hope he gets his ass together and learns what it means to be a man.
What a dick, he is a no good man, I knew it from way back when you would talk about him, I'm so sorry that the baby didn't change him, I hope he gets his ass together and learns what it means to be a man.
norritt:
sorry... hmmm your kids names are cute
(awkward pause) so wheres an app?
(awkward pause) so wheres an app?
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nikonphoto80:
what do you mean you are separated?
I wish I could hang out with you.
Good luck with everything.
what do you mean you are separated?
I wish I could hang out with you.
Good luck with everything.
thefreddy:
hey cute baby
All dressed up & no place to go...Gabe decided he wanted a night out with his boy (Trey), so I'm stuck home with only my littlest one (Kagome) & nothing to do. I had gotten ready to go out with Gabe, but he changed his mind about wanting me to be there. Fuck. I tried to call some friends, but I have none. Sooooo ready...
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l7rules:
what a jerk lieavin you all aone
thefreak:
I agree.
-TM
-TM
Sorry no time to write a long blog. Just a few updates.
Katana is doing great...looking more & more like Ryan each day.
And she talks A LOT & knows MANY words & phrases. Very smart.
Kagome is doing great...making eye contact & smiling, with an occasional chuckle. Adorable. Now weighing almost 10 lbs.!
Gabriel & I have decided to separate, but he is having...
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Katana is doing great...looking more & more like Ryan each day.
And she talks A LOT & knows MANY words & phrases. Very smart.
Kagome is doing great...making eye contact & smiling, with an occasional chuckle. Adorable. Now weighing almost 10 lbs.!
Gabriel & I have decided to separate, but he is having...
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l7rules:
I'm glad the kids are ding well! 
i hope you guys make the right decsions so you both can be happy!
i hope you guys make the right decsions so you both can be happy!
turbulence:
Cool that Katana and Kagome make progresses that fast
Both of you should be happy and we all have just one life to accomplish that!
Both of you should be happy and we all have just one life to accomplish that!
up all night puking...
most unpleasant.
today is grocery shopping day.
too bad i feel shitty (4-day headache continues).
breastfeeding is frustrating.
raw nipples suck (due to being sucked...ironic).
most unpleasant.
today is grocery shopping day.
too bad i feel shitty (4-day headache continues).
breastfeeding is frustrating.
raw nipples suck (due to being sucked...ironic).
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hopey:
Get some creme to help the latch on go more smoothly. She is probably not getting enough nipple in her mouth.....i had that issue at first too. Your doc can probably give you free samples to use.
Get some creme to help the latch on go more smoothly. She is probably not getting enough nipple in her mouth.....i had that issue at first too. Your doc can probably give you free samples to use.
oxy:
oh theres ironic for you
sorry you feel shitty...hope you feel better soon.
sorry you feel shitty...hope you feel better soon.
Yeah for Kagome letting you type all that! She looks strange on that one, but still cute! What could she be thinking?