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Last night was filled with nightmares. In one dream I was at a party & Gabriel called me to say that he was having trouble picking up some girl. I got pissed & said "fuck you" & hung up the phone. Not long after that the party turned into a scene from Metalacolypse or maybe Hellraiser. It wasn't pretty. People were dying everywhere & gruesome...
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Not a lot of time to blog today. Both kids are awake & my stomach is hurting.
I just thought I would quickly share with my blog readers my current priorities.

1. To spend time with my kids while they are still young!

2. To make as many new friends as possible & rekindle as many old friendships, too.

3. To finish filing for bankruptcy...
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My mom kept Katana for my yesterday & Gabe's mom kept Kagome last night, so I ended up going out to Wilhagan's & smoking 2 blunts with some nice strangers. Thanks Big Rod! Wilhagan's was too crowded for my liking (due to football games), so Kelly & I relocated to Bad Ass (coffee shop). It was a little chilly outside, but we had fun making...
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Last night a nice gentleman at the bar bought me 3 white Russians. It was the first time I've felt that tipsy in a long time. It was fun & I never felt sick or anything. Kat stayed at Mom's & Kagome & I slept like babies.

I rented 2 movies yesterday (Scary Movie 4 & The Benchwarmers). Scary Movie 4 was okay, but not...
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Finally got my refund from the OBGYN, so now I can afford to file bankruptcy.
Still can't afford to pay my bills, though...Hoping Gabe can help out soon.
Almost time for Kagome's 2 month check-up, which means more needles.
Cooked my famous lasagna last night & Trey came over. We watched Saved.
Nothing much planned for today, except to get my check cashed & then...
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Saw Jackass #2 last night with Trey.
It was really funny & I gagged 3 times!
Then Trey cooked me steak & we watched part of 2 movies (not all of either).
And we smoked a bubble gum blunt. Sweet!
After that it was bedtime for me & my kiddos.
Lots of weird dreams again last night!

Took a personality test today (Myers-Briggs Type Indicator):...
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Frustrated!!!

Anyone who knows me knows my dream job is body piercing. I finally have an opportunity to do it (probably), & I might have to pass up the job because of the kids.

Daycare is expensive & Kagome is so young. Breastfeeding would be very difficult & I'd probably give up on it pretty quickly. I'd miss the bonding with both kids, especially Kagome....
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Yesterday was weird. Ryan showed up with no notice. He did try to call, but I was online & had no clue. He played with Katana for a while, then left. Last night was boring. Gabe didn't come (too drunk). I made some cookies (purposely undercooked & doughy). They're delicious. Gabe came over this morning. We watched all my DVRed episodes of Metalacolypse. Then we...
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I've decided to save all my errands for Friday (when mom is off work). Yay for less stress today. Tomorrow night is the Harvest Carnival (formerly known as the Fall Festival) that my former elementary school throws each year. It takes place in a grassy field & has lots of little booths to play games & try to win little treats (for kids). There is...
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Well, I thought I was going to be able to go out every Saturday from here on out because my mom is off every Sunday, but then...I found out that she is now going to be working Saturday nights at my grandfather's auction. Goddamnit. So, my going out night has been moved to Thursday for now.

This Thursday is Art Night in downtown Northport, so...
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Got up at 10:30 today.
Out the door by 11:00.
Medicaid review at health dept. at 11:30.
Home by 12:30.
Lunch at 1:00 (during which important calls were made).

Updates:

OBGYN refund still pending.
No luck recovering the lost month's child support so far.
Two bills currently due (water & power) - may use child support to cover them.
Still on shaky/unsure ground with the...
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