I survived the Xmas party. Yay for me. I even came out of it with $45. Awesome. Katana got a few new toys, too. I ate great twice today & got all my Xmas presents wrapped. Whew. It was a busy day, but Gabriel & I got along great all day. I think he's starting to really understand how much I love him!
Here we fucking go again. I wake up to my mom yelling about cleaning the house, as if we don't have all day. Then, both my parents bitch at me about the responsibilities that Gabriel should be taking. Wtf can I do about that? Then Gabriel & I get into a fight on the phone about his band & his responsibilities. It seems like we... Read More
I agree with you 100% he needs to get his ass up and do something with his life and take care of you and his family, if he didnt want to take care of a kid he shouldnt have been trying to get you pregnant!
I decided that being sick for 2 weeks was not cutting it! So, I went to the doctor this morning & he walked in the exam room & asked me straight up what meds I wanted (as usual). So, I told him I wanted a Z-Pack (antibiotics) & some Hydrocodone cough medicine. He wrote the script (after telling me that it was safe for my... Read More
I just found out that one of my best friends had a wreck tonight. I heard that it took paramedics 40 minutes to cut her out of the car. I hope that's an exaggeration. I know that she is now at the hospital in the trauma center & the last I heard no visitors were being allowed in. The wreck occurred about 3 hours ago... Read More
I hope I made at least a B on that bio test I took today. 2 more tests on one more day & I'm DONE with school for a long long time, if I ever decide to go back. I just ate a juicy cheeseburger & some fries from Bullets. It was good, but now I taste like onion. Katana's being a fussybutt, so I... Read More
It seems like I just can't shake this cough & sore throat. I really hope it goes away soon. How long have I been sick now? 2 weeks? It seems like it. My pregnancy week by week email informed me that today I am 5 weeks pregnant. Awesome. I haven't had any negative side effects yet, other than mood swings & occassional back pain. That... Read More
ICK. That really describes how I felt last night & how I feel today. I had a cough all day yesterday, but I didn't feel too crappy, so I decided to go see Gabriel. He & I went to the mall to look at engagement rings, but all the one's in our price range sucked. I ended up buying one off of ebay. It's one... Read More
awwwwwww. must have baby shower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!
Today I am feeling depressed. I'm wallowing in my own self pity. It's a pitiful sight, I'd imagine. I am regretting falling in love with Ryan & getting pregnant to try & keep him around. Of course fate kicked me in the balls on that one. For those of you who don't know, Ryan left me a few days after his daughter was born. I... Read More
the daddy's an asshole. Fuck him. That has no balls whatsoever.
The important thing to right now is to learn from the past. Once you learn, then you're able to put together a plan that'll get you out of your current situation. Hell, I'm just learning that myself.