gothikai

Gabriel returned the money he borrowed.
...and to all a good night.

did he offer an explanation

Jul 8, 2006

well that is a good thing, right?

Jul 8, 2006

I awoke this morning to the sound of my husband stealing money from my savings jar. I would say OUR savings jar, but I'm the only one who has put anything in it & every time I turn around he's taking money out.

Yeah he's helping pay the bills & helping buy groceries, but so am I & I still find a way to save...
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killypop:

yeah... kick his fuckin'ass!

Jul 7, 2006

yeknomyknuf:

Thank you sweetie.

Jul 7, 2006

Just another day full of dishes, diapers, dinners, doing clothes, etc.

I can't wait to move to the beach! But of course, I have to wait.

I wish Gabriel would tell me I'm pretty without me asking, just once!

I'm so ready to push this baby out...I hope I can do it without drugs.

Katana's vocabulary grows more each day! Today she said "I'm done...
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l7rules:

Your very prettu!!!

kids are so cute!

Jul 6, 2006

turbulence:

Pretty would be an understatement anyway!!! ...

Katana - banana

Great names and meanings

BTW: In which langugage do these names have this meaning? (My japanese dict tells me different meanings except Katana of course ...)

In a few weeks Kagome (great name) will be in your arms

Jul 6, 2006

I'm watching Alien Nation.
Haven't seen it in years.
Good movie so far.

Did I tell you I'm getting a Lincoln?
Yeah it's a grandma car...
But it's luxury!

Saving money is hard.
After bills, gas, & groceries...
There just isn't much left.

I started a new medicine today.
Lexapro for depression...
I hope it works well. :fingers crossed:

I've picked a name for my...
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norritt:

welcommen liebchen
if i had it to do it all over again id be named naruto... and be a ninja

Jul 5, 2006

turbulence:

Great to hear about hte car ... when will you get it?

Kagome

The drawing looks very much like you and you both are gorgeous

Jul 5, 2006

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cunninglinquist:

i went out for breakfast this morning, then went grocery shopping in the afternoon, spend the day watching tv and getting caught up on orders

Jul 4, 2006

turbulence:

Katana is really super-cute!

Jul 4, 2006

Yesterday I got a nasty letter from Ryan. He was responding to a nice letter I had written him inquiring about his mother's health. I don't know why he felt the need to be so mean, but I guess it was the last push I needed to really cut myself off from him for good.

Also yesterday, Gabriel & I went & hung out with...
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girl_afraid:

i hate when you try to show a genuine interest in a person and show you care, and it just blows up in your face.
but it shows what kind of person you are.

Jul 3, 2006

nikonphoto80:

What a dick, why do some people feel the need to be mean to some one who is trying to be nice to them, what was it that he said to you?

Im glad you got to go out and have a good time.

What kind of car is it?

Jul 3, 2006

I think I have traced the source of my depression. I don't want to blame Gabriel, but I honestly think that it's all stemming from my marriage. I feel like I am living with a ball of anger & negativity. No matter how hard I try, he is not happy. And I am not happy. There is no simple solution. Ideally he would realize how...
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turbulence:

Relax. Finding the source is a start. The rest will follow. You should not loose track though...

A big *hug* and

Jul 2, 2006

norritt:

that reminds me i finished a drawing
somtime i will post it been a long weekend soon though

Jul 2, 2006

Katana & I slept today until 11:30am. It was nice. While we were slumbering, Gabriel was out having the new tires put on the Jimmy & then fishing. After we woke up & had some brunch, Gabriel came home & told us we were invited to go down to the lake behind our house (my grandfather's lake) & join some of my cousins & their...
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cunninglinquist:

I havent done anything like that since I was a teenager, boy does that bring back memorie

Jul 1, 2006

turbulence:

&

Jul 1, 2006

Today's Agenda:

Post Office
Grocery Store
Pawn Shoppe
Wal-Mart Photo Studio
Wal-Mart Tire Center
Tobacco Store

Yes, I have my reasons for going to all of these places. Wish me a happy & productive day. Thanks!

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nikonphoto80:

i hope you can get all of that done.

Jun 30, 2006

turbulence:

Busy day you had! Hope everything went fine!

Jun 30, 2006

Dr. Smith decided to put me on Zoloft.
So goodbye orgasms & hello anorexia.
That's if I remember this drug correctly...
I guess we'll find out soon enough.

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figmentation:

I hope you keep the orgasams.

Jun 29, 2006

calvinkaneda:

Prozac did that to me too.
I still have them, but not as often.

I think there may be a bit of a mind trick going on there.

Also, I hate to say this, but as I got older, I traded the Orgasams for the happiness.

Jun 29, 2006

Today is one of those days when my mediocre existence just isn't enough.
Today is one of those days when I want to give up.
Today is one of those days when I want to fucking die if something doesn't change.
And I mean fucking soon...

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hotpinkauras:

I relate to how you feel. Life is hard enough without other ppl or situations making it harder.
*hugs* to you beautiful one...in the words of Shakespeare...."tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow....it will be better, sending you happy and healing thoughts to energize you....im not lying I am going to send your pckge soon, i move this weekend, and it will be sometime this weekend Im off to the post office

Jun 28, 2006