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Sorry you haven't seen or heard from me lately.
There's just no time for anything anymore, especially the net.
I mean...if I don't have time for a shower or a smoke, you get the picture.

Maybe in a few weeks...
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l7rules:
kiss kiss love love hope all is well kiss kiss love love
nikonphoto80:
I miss you.

I updated about miss Kris in my journal.
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got kagome's pic made today at sears.
katana's in one of the pix, too.
cute stuff.

kagome saw a dr. for the 1st time today.
they gave her a shot & drew blood.
bastards.

glad to be home now.
time for a blunt.
sweet.
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nikonphoto80:
This is Miss Kris, the girl from my journal, please remember to send her good thought, and pray to whatever god it is you pray to.






velvetknuckles:
Ummm... a blunt would be nice right about now....
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Breastfeeding problems (especially at night) most likely due to nipple confusion (caused by giving the baby expressed breastmilk in a bottle) & frustration problems (caused by a whiny 2-year-old + a newborn that fusses everytime she's put down) & marital problems (caused by a husband who "isn't enjoying parenthood" & can't seem to soothe his newborn daugher)...

Gabriel told me that he isn't enjoying parenthood....
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turbulence:
Things will resolve, go for the smaller problems first...

kiss
yuriel:
-sigh hugs-

I... have no idea what to say now.

Just hang in there and on your end try to avoid taking it out on anyone. <3

heh you know whats best or you and the kids dont be swayed.

as for him

ugh. no comment.
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i need love. blackeyed
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antonowitch:
love love love

willing to send more everytime you need some...

kiss

a.
cunninglinquist:
so do i
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another day, another diaper (or 15)...
weigh 115 lbs. today. hooray.
typing while breastfeeding is tricky.

how do i find time & energy to do diapers, dishes, laundry, vacuuming, general cleaning, breastfeeding, cooking, & blogging?
...good question...

today feels like a no energy day.
i need a nap.

does anyone know a place that offers free marriage counseling?
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turbulence:
Relax a bit - you are doing a great job super-mommy!

Maybe try to sqeeze in relaxing moments even if they are short for now (like baths etc...) smile

*hug* & kiss
nikonphoto80:
Wow there is no way I could do all that stuff, you are a better person then I.

Well I know there are some churches that do, but I guess you would probable have to be religious for them to help, I would check with the people who give free stuff to mothers they may know of some one.
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Still loving my babies. Sooooooo much!
Worried about Katana (for reasons I'll keep to myself for now).
Marriage isn't great...still no passion & Gabriel's anger & negativity are still a daily problem.
I'm ready for a pina colada. Who's buying?
Finding time for a smoke & a shower is hard these days, much less finding time to shave...so I'm thinking of having a bikini wax. eeek
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yuriel:
frown
-hugs-

i want you all well ok?

I really wish he would get help that you both could and and... yeah

I'd buy if i could
<3
EL SUICIDO LOCO
l7rules:
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I'm feeling pretty great. I'm having a good day so far. The baby's cord stump fell off this morning & she's doing great. Breastfeeding like a champ & sleeping well (a lot). smile Katana's adjusting & so are the new parents. Maybe everything will turn great for us. I'm hoping. I finally got all the paperwork filled out for the birth certificate, social security card, medicaid,...
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nikonphoto80:

My internet has been turned off for 2 days, it almost killed me, so I'm sorry if I missed anything important.

I'm glad every thing is going good.

So your going to apply for bankruptcy.

I hope all goes as good as it has been going.
kiss kiss
yuriel:
i like you happy too hehe

great to hear the good news <3

good luck hon really and best wishes.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Kagome's Birth Story

I'd been having contractions, though irregular for the most part, for weeks. Some of them were painful & some of them were not. Lately they had been getting worse & I'd been feeling them in my back for the past few days. There were several days during the last 3 weeks of my pregnancy that I told my husband I thought "this...
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xerxes:
she is sooo beautiful, congrats !!
turbulence:
smile

Most beautiful birth story EVER love love love

It was definitely worth it!

love & kiss
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I have decided not to have the baby until the 21st. So there. tongue
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cunninglinquist:
good for you
yuriel:
In MY face! haha. wink

<3
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Contractions that shoot through my back hurt like hell. eeek
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yuriel:
owch me sorry.

ouchie!
-hug-

<3

EL SUICIDO LOCO
l7rules:
love love love kiss kiss kiss Hope your feeling better hon!