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agh, so I have had two romantic interests in the past 18 months. the first didnt work and the second is looking like it is headed in the same direction. I have been celebit for the past 18 months, and im thinking i may just stay that way.

too much BS to deal with. surreal
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m0ngrel:
life in general is too much bs, lol
i hear ya brotha
m0ngrel:
i'm down with some emo at times
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I dont realy have anything fun to writeabout today, but I feel I should say something anyways so that my last blog isnt "in my face". So tonight Im going to Bunker with a buch of friends, a bunch of hot friends... it should be fun... wooh yeah for sexy clubs. tongue
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m0ngrel:
luckily it was nothing offensive, just a few comments in threads they prolly tee-hee'd over.
And yet they were comments that in all honesty arent to far off from the truth...
i got off easier than they prolly think i did, lol...
clairific:
Celibacy while single? Not being celibate is probably the best part of being single. tongue
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I think this is more serious than I thought.

I just got a call from the local police department saying I have 24 hours to "make things right" or it will be escelated to Langley VA and I will be charged with federal counts of cyber terrorism.

um, so i changed everything back... cus DUH!!!! but im still scared... i realy didnt think it would...
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pedronz:
sweet jesus man!!!

that's fucking insane! --- you evil lil cyber terrorist! --- man, that T word get's thrown around rather lightly these days!

I think you should be chuckling tho... ooo aaa
m0ngrel:
wow dude... you should totally apply to google, they 'love' people like you
go go go go go
i hear the googleplex is flourishing with hot lil artsie nerdies and sweets
wink
make things right, say your sorry, and realize you are now on a zillion lists
things'll be fine i'm sure, just play nice from now on
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she had it coming... I think she wont bother me after this, I hope...

she has been harassing me nonstop for a year... and tonight it blew up in one huge online fight. So I hacked two of her emails, three of her IM accounts, her myspace, and her facebook; I changed all the passwords to something I will remember, so that...
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m0ngrel:
awesome
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pedronz:
owwww....

but from what i can tell in the previous posts --- it seems justified.

heh.... I'm soooo keeping you as a friend.... you get nasteeeee! wink biggrin
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So fucking depressed... so alone... and I dont have any one significant to turn to right now.
I feel like cutting, I feel like O.D.ing... I dont know what to do... I dont know if there is anything I can do.


The only person I have ever loved, never realy loved me... and I cant get passed it- its been a year, and I still...
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rubyfoo:
you are loved, i just found you in the Kissing group, and put you at the top of my who i would kiss list....truly!

I really hope you can do something to change your feelings, relationships, people, situations, are often complicated and very confusing.

If you feel like a chat, please come over and say hi, i don't bite....not unless you ask.... wink

Seriously though, i mean it....My x cut himself, and I saw all the other things he did to himself, talking / typing can help....

smile
m0ngrel:
the blues are going around man... i got em heavy as well
i usually have googlechat, and msn on all day at work if ya ever need to talk
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Agh... So I have been getting a lot of hate mail over my buisness chanels from my Ex and her friends... it is realy starting to piss me off.... for those of you who dont know me, it is hard to upset me... almost nothing does; she cheated on me for 3 years and i forgave her. she left me and i have been nothing...
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Gah... what was up with the weather today? it was freezing... i had to wear 2 jackets, a thermal, and a shirt.
I live in CA for the weather, and I pay for it too, I demand a refund. I want 90 degree weather all the time... not this 70 and 65 BS.

half sarcastic btw; only one jacket tongue but im a skinny boy, I...
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pedronz:
my weather is very in-between at the moment...

rainy-as-fuck.... but warm....

I drove to work at 6am this morn in a basketball singlet... and only just put on a shirt to walk into the office...

tis nice... but wet.
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laydeejay:
Thanks for the request. Hope you're having a great day!
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ahhh, I ended up with a monster migraine yesterday.. went to bed at 6pm and woke up at 3pm.. yeah... and my head still hurts...

some one come cuddle with me. frown
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m0ngrel:
i totally agree about night/day watch... as for 28days/weeks... they're both very well done and could probably be put together to be a whole movie.
if you like zombies, blood, panic, and OMFG moments... they're totally worth it.
smile
they're the first zombie'ish movies that make me think... "f*ck... i'd so NOT survive an attack like that"
m0ngrel:
i <3 the new pics btw... very nice
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Mmmmm...I just got a new lens... the cannon 100mm Macro F2.8 love

and a photo set on saturday....
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oxy:
intrested to see what that set looks likesmile
pedronz:
fun-times! --- show us pictures!!!

tongue biggrin

(P.S --- you can keep your milky-sweet coffee my friend! --- it makes my belly funny!)
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Relationships....

I havent had one in nearly a year. no random sex, no nothing.... by choice- I am one of those hopeless romantics that is all or nothing. Not that I dont get offers... offten when I am ordering coffee the barista will flirt with me, and when I dont look interested Her/His coworker of an opposite gender will make a pass. When I was...
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rubyfoo:
Hmmmm, tricky situation....as a girl myself, i think intuitively the older sister would know anyway....so as long as you make it very clear about how you feel about her, and also that you are not interested in her younger sister it will all be fine....

ACTIONS ALSO SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS, don't worry about it, just enjoy spending time with this girl.

I too am a hopeless romantic, all or nothing, so i wish you all the best.

I really love your photography, it is so evocative, sensual and thought provoking. Thank you for the friend add, hope to talk to you soon.

Happy Halloween, just had to say it, one of my fave times of the year.

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niobe:
I always keep my profile picture up to date with what the background is on the site. I try to be aware.

Good luck with the new girl.