gothicelvis

We spend the second long eternity that is our lives on a never ending search for emotional stimulation, I love you, I hate you, your perfect, fuck you, this is the greatest day of my life, kill me, drink coca-Cola, think different, be aggressive, a kinder gentler bullshit, treat others as they treat you, beat others and say fuck you, help I have fallen into a consumerism-liberalism-neo-fascism world where I am the puppet of a nameless group of old men who love to touch little children, Heil Hitler, Allah Akbar (praise be to Allah), somebody please remind me again, before my sensors give in and I stop breathing, fall into hell and become an angel, Jesus forgive me for I have sinned, Jesus forgive me for I am going to sin, Jesus forgive me for I am sinning and I like it, what the fuck is this all for, my purpose is not definable, I am not complete, where is the ultimate goal that I am reaching, have I reached it, did god forget or am I left over, Jesus I need a pill, any pill, god damn there is a pill for everything, the insane rambles of a man who carved pain in his arm to see if he could still feel, where was I going with this, oh wait I already went there, and this is simply the verbal vomit of a bad second in time, a second, a second long eternity, the eternity I live in my head like all the other lives, your lives, everyones life, lived in my head, all the lives makes me god, and who is it pulling my strings, did you hear that, there is 73 elephants outside my house, and a world waiting to kill me because I dont think like them, I dont think, I dont, and the true and simple fact of the matter is that there is no matter, nothing, nothing is wrong, yes N O T H I N G is wrong, and when I find nothing ill tell his mom that he has been a very bad boy, ha ha ha ha ha ha FUCK YOU!