grrr. played the piano today. it was dusty and made my fingers ache. i only managed to get part way through Beethoven's moonlight sonata before the notes disappeared from my memory.
i don't know why i left it alone for so long. people don't always believe that i studied music for fourteen years. i guess i don't look like the type for classical. but it...
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i don't know why i left it alone for so long. people don't always believe that i studied music for fourteen years. i guess i don't look like the type for classical. but it...
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i was remembering this day, actually it was a night and then some. it was beautiful. we'd been rolling since midnight. pure. half MDA, half MDMA. he left a cigarette burning on my nightstand (no ashtray) left a hideous black stain on the white plastic. he left. it was quiet, so i went digging through cardboard shoeboxes looking for moments i'd lost, or forgotten. instead...
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fractal:
I remember my days like that, when you feel immaculate, infinate, perfect.
But then you have a hangover.
But then you have a hangover.
woke up to The Smiths. good start to a day, although it puts me into a somewhat melancholy state. but i don't mind.
watched a pretty good movie last night titled 'The Believer'. it was about a young neo-Nazi in New York who comes from a Jewish family, and is none the less a conflicted individual. it was an interesting movie, and very well acted....
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watched a pretty good movie last night titled 'The Believer'. it was about a young neo-Nazi in New York who comes from a Jewish family, and is none the less a conflicted individual. it was an interesting movie, and very well acted....
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tygertyger:
I've heard that movie was really good, but I haven't had a chance to see it yet. Your hair sounds great - got any pics?
Psst... come to my party this summer and you'll forget all about Prom. I, uh, promise.
Psst... come to my party this summer and you'll forget all about Prom. I, uh, promise.
bigpunkmike:
what new tattoo are you getting? Where do you work?
You want to come to Toronto for our prom thing
beat up some old person and steal enough money for a ticket, flight's are cheap with the SARS scare...lol
You want to come to Toronto for our prom thing
beat up some old person and steal enough money for a ticket, flight's are cheap with the SARS scare...lol it's raining. hard. it hasn't stopped in a while. it's sad and grey and i'm just staring at it, waiting for it to break. but i don't think it will, and it doesn't bother me a whole lot, except when i think about flooding. i'm afraid of floods. i can swim, but i'm afraid. everything ruined, i just can't imagine.
i'm afraid of drowning too....
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i'm afraid of drowning too....
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topbanana66:
Beautiful Sun , Where art Thou............
scattershot:
if only there were more people like you who think its rude not to respond to others... then we'd all get along.
more or less.
more or less.
"Will work for Tattoos"
ggggrrrrrrrrrrrr...
ggggrrrrrrrrrrrr...
bigpunkmike:
ain't that the truth 
26oo:
I'd rather not...my skin will stay untattoed (hopefully) so that I have no discerning marks that they can put on my rap sheet when I get arrested for espionage
A noople is a fun nipple. You have a thing for leather, I have a thing for adidas and olympic clothes...funny, init?
A noople is a fun nipple. You have a thing for leather, I have a thing for adidas and olympic clothes...funny, init?
slept too late. most of the day is gone now, and all those things i meant to do must be put on hold. now i only have time to wait before work starts. although recently i've been enjoying my work more than usual. i've only been there for five or so months, but we all get along really well, and my manager is always telling...
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26oo:
twas but a peck...
so, are you like Cat Woman? come on...it's only like partway across the country, you are going to the Victoria get together though, right?
so, are you like Cat Woman? come on...it's only like partway across the country, you are going to the Victoria get together though, right?
26oo:
Yes...it's always crunch time...the key is to never panic or give a flying fox. What's the worst that can happen? Getting kicked out of school and having extra time to work on taking over the world...not all that bad, init?
My last exam is on the 22nd and then I have 1.5 weeks till I start the spring term.
You all psyched? you ready to rock and roll? tell me more about this tight leather
My last exam is on the 22nd and then I have 1.5 weeks till I start the spring term.
You all psyched? you ready to rock and roll? tell me more about this tight leather
yay! haircut day again. i adore getting my hair done. it's one of my most favourite things. i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with it... trying to grow it out, so i don't have a whole lot of options... but i used to work at a salon, and i get free cuts from my hairdresses, yay! i wanna bleach some of it, but i...
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fallen1:
I totally agree with you on the whole hairdresser thing! It took me years to find one I like, and now she only works Saturdays till school finishes than she's gone for good!
Later
J
Later
J
26oo:
hairdressers stay away from my hair
It's thick and dark and breaks scissors...it can also be cut in almost any fashion and I still look stunning.
It's thick and dark and breaks scissors...it can also be cut in almost any fashion and I still look stunning.
my little black kitty is watching me type. she sits on my lap sometimes while i'm on the computer. she's lonely, and whines at me when it is time for bed. so i'm off to cuddle with my little cat. she's so soft and cute and tiny.
everyone should have a kitty.
everyone should have a kitty.
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rickroyal:
One of my cats had three kittens in the fall. They are balls of furry energy always bouncing everywhere around the house, climbing up furniture (and trying to climb the walls), and waking people up in the morning to get fed. Extremely cute.
26oo:
uptown girl...la la laa, don't know the words...
excellent, sarcastic and smart...I hate you.
excellent, sarcastic and smart...I hate you.
mmm... feeling better. a bit. chatted with a friend after class, whom i hadn't talked with in a while. i'm trying to convince him to make me a leather paddle. he makes really great stuff...interesting boy he is.
we discussed our ideas concerning the evolution of 'punk' music as it were, and who really has the 'punk' attitude, and what we felt that even means...
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we discussed our ideas concerning the evolution of 'punk' music as it were, and who really has the 'punk' attitude, and what we felt that even means...
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26oo:
you gotta get that reading done...
you and your jesus...someone will have to replace him someday.
A problem I have is that I speed read and miss lots of sentences sometimes and I didn't read the last sentence in your journal post...damn...nothing wity to say without looking like a total ass...but not a doodiehead like you.
you and your jesus...someone will have to replace him someday.
A problem I have is that I speed read and miss lots of sentences sometimes and I didn't read the last sentence in your journal post...damn...nothing wity to say without looking like a total ass...but not a doodiehead like you.
26oo:
ok ok...I'm gonna go to bed then and sleep some. That should get me outta your hair (you're not bald are you?) until I learn to read and type in my sleep.
how sensitive are you to name calling? how about sarcasm?
I'm not sure what's for real, are you for real?
how sensitive are you to name calling? how about sarcasm?
I'm not sure what's for real, are you for real?
these words i've said before, and will say again... no more, last time, that's it.
it takes longer to recover now though i'm still only so young. experience ages me. my mind has been stretched further than ever before, it's been tapped out, and now must slowly bend back to its place. the sleeping, eating, thinking becomes much more difficult. time moves too slow, and...
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it takes longer to recover now though i'm still only so young. experience ages me. my mind has been stretched further than ever before, it's been tapped out, and now must slowly bend back to its place. the sleeping, eating, thinking becomes much more difficult. time moves too slow, and...
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26oo:
sulk with me (like that Godzilla song...)
cheer up sleepy head, get some rest, eat some grapes and it'll all be wonderful and then....RIOT.
weekend was soooo good because I can eat delicious foods again...I tell yah, smell and taste is the most wonderful thing...for the last week I've been unable to smell anything and one of the first smells I smelt was that of a lady at harveys...she was wear just a bit of perfume and it helped me get my appetite again
cheer up sleepy head, get some rest, eat some grapes and it'll all be wonderful and then....RIOT.
weekend was soooo good because I can eat delicious foods again...I tell yah, smell and taste is the most wonderful thing...for the last week I've been unable to smell anything and one of the first smells I smelt was that of a lady at harveys...she was wear just a bit of perfume and it helped me get my appetite again
alia666:
**smooch** Take care of yourself sweetheart.
My band plays punk rock.
My band plays punk rock.
Funny though, I studied classical music for about 14 years or so myself. I was even a music major at FSU, although I didn't finish my degree. I was a trombonist and I sing as well. I haven't played a horn in a couple of years, but sometimes I like to go to a karaoke bar where nobody knows me and sing my lungs out for a few hours...