hi. it's me. it's been a while...my computer is finally running again, however my little life is not functioning as smoothly as one would hope right now. i've been busy neglecting a lot of things. finances, family relations, moral obligations... some new people have come into my life suddenly and it's been at once fantastic and overwhelming. i'm having trouble balancing. and while i missed the site and all it's trappings it was nice to just fuck off for a few days and empty out my head.
do you know the feeling like you're deep under water trying to swim to the surface and every time you reach up your hand you pray to feel the sky above but instead you choke because it's just more water...
it's late and i've only slept half a dozen hours since thursday. i miss my own bed.
i'd tell you all to behave, but i think then i'd be a hypocrite.
do you know the feeling like you're deep under water trying to swim to the surface and every time you reach up your hand you pray to feel the sky above but instead you choke because it's just more water...
it's late and i've only slept half a dozen hours since thursday. i miss my own bed.
i'd tell you all to behave, but i think then i'd be a hypocrite.
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Later
J