ack! i'm feeling terribly manic lately, and like i'm in some hysterical daze, brought on most likely from the potent combination of chaos, stress and painkillers. i think i may have really fucked up my neck...and so it was really hot today and i think it makes me dizzy but there were swans at the park and they were really amazing and when they sleep they're even more beautiful, but the geese are vicious and so beware.
and i've been cracking my knuckles lately and fear i may one day develop arthritis, which is something any musician and/or artist should never have to suffer from. and i've considered things carefully and have come to realize that i could never stand to lose my sense of sight...i adore too greatly observing the world visually.
alright, i've been eating grapes off the wallpaper again...