Yesterday my boyfriend and I got rejected for yet another house. It's so fucking hard to keep trying. Every real estate says "your application was perfect, the landlord just chose someone else". So how can I try any harder if my half of the decision is already perfect? It should be unfair or against the law to not chose me purely based on my age (21) which is clearly what's happening because everything else on my application is "perfect". I have a full time job which is the same job I've had almost 4 years and so does my partner and he has positive previous renting experience. I don't see anything else that is the problem. I can not stand to live at home for another second and every time we get bad news I know I have to find somewhere else, go to an opening, reapply and then wait another 2 weeks to hear something. I can't take it anymore. we've got almost all our furniture sitting around in my current room waiting and it's really starting to hurt me and take a toll on me emotionally. Between this and waking up every morning to see that my set is still gaining likes/comments every day but not turning me pink (which is my other main goal in life) it is all becoming a lot to handle and it's really hard to keep it all together infront of people. Im putting on a massive act. I just want to start my new life with just my partner and I. Someone fucking accept me. on top of that im a really picky person when it comes to places so it's hard enough me just finding somewhere I fucking like. Anyway rant over. X
