goth_cowboy

This is how pretty much how I feel right now. Not mention a damn head cold.




When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way to far, for way to long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into
Their eyes,
Then watch them drift...
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This song kicks ass even though it's a sad one.
Fields Of Athenry by Dropkick Murphys

By a lonely prison wall
I heard a young girl calling
Michael they have taken you away
For you stole Trevelyn's corn
So the young might see the morn
Now a prison ship lies waiting in the bay

chorus
Low lie the Fields of Athenry
Where once we watched...
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ok time for another exodus into the life of the cowboy from hell. had a test in government today. i think i passed the damn thing too, which is a change. tonight i drank some beer and got involved in the junior high game of spin the bottle. everything was fine until someone blew up and i ended up breaking up one too many fights....
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I know don't update this damn thing all often anymore, but you know college. the job hunt is still on and one would think that i would be able find some kind of work. classes are going pretty well. got a test this wednesday in sociology, which ought to be pretty easy. i also found out what kind of relationship i have with a girl...
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here it is tuesday and i don't have anything really interesting to talk about. my third roomate finally arrived last night. he also was very pissy mood for some reason until he calmed down after having a few beers. i don't think he much a partier though. he was in bed by midnight. me, on the other hand, didn't get to bed until like 2...
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terrify a complete stranger today. and keep music evil.


later
llmll llmll

Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever walked through a room
But it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep...
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Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving us it seem so strange
I am hoping I can...
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well classes are done until 7 tonight which sucks i am in some serious need of sleep. sunday i went to one helluva outdoor party. proceded to get extremely drunk and act like the complete dumbass that i am. got home at 5 in the morning. now just runnin' on pure caffine. of course i wouldn't have it any other way. now i gotta go...
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They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
Well it filters through.

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sign goes red again.

Seeing red again
Seeing red again.

This change he won't contain
Slip away to clear your mind
When asked who made it show
The truth he gives into most.

So lay down
The threat is real
When his sign...
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