it seems that i always have something shitty to complain about. well i hate to break it to you all, but today is no different.
today started out with me waking in the apartment of a girl i truly adore. she is my height, medium length blond hair, loves all the same shit i do, and just all around great to be around. she just...
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today started out with me waking in the apartment of a girl i truly adore. she is my height, medium length blond hair, loves all the same shit i do, and just all around great to be around. she just...
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Awake
by Godsmack
Yea!!!!!!!!!
Wait another minute
Can't you see what this pain
Has fucking done to me
I'm alive and still kicking
What you see I can't see
And maybe
You'll think before you speak
I'm alive For you
I'm awake Because of you
I'm alive I told you
I'm awake Swallowing you
Take another second
Turn your back on me
And make believe...
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by Godsmack
Yea!!!!!!!!!
Wait another minute
Can't you see what this pain
Has fucking done to me
I'm alive and still kicking
What you see I can't see
And maybe
You'll think before you speak
I'm alive For you
I'm awake Because of you
I'm alive I told you
I'm awake Swallowing you
Take another second
Turn your back on me
And make believe...
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delilah_banks:
I seriously need their new album. I
godsmack.
I hate Montana right now. For no reason really. I just hate it.

I hate Montana right now. For no reason really. I just hate it.
silencenoir:
Good song
How are you?
xox

How are you?
xox
well, here it comes the end of the week. and what a boring week it was. nothing but classes and drinking. last night about ended in a fight with someone that probably could kick my ass. know i get to drive home for the weekend. oh joy.
i was played like a puppet for the sake of trying to be nice to women. of course...
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fractal:
My underwear and I have deep philosophical conversations.
silencenoir:
Sorry you got played
being used in not always neccessarily a bad thing....unless it's really not what you want
Your week sounds much more interesting than mine!
have fun!


Your week sounds much more interesting than mine!
have fun!

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear,
sucking darkest clear
Feeding on your deaths' construction
excerpts from One and Master of Puppets
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llmll
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear,
sucking darkest clear
Feeding on your deaths' construction
excerpts from One and Master of Puppets
llmll

silencenoir:
nice army pics 

fractal:
yes, my undewear and I have lengthy conversations.
My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
llmll
llmll
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
llmll

gigglefuckbunny:
beautifuly writen. . .
i do think im beautiful but i also see the flaws. i think i point them out so i dont seem abit self centered or vain. Tho i think at the end i prob do. heh. . .
I never let anyone make me think differenty of who i am. But no matter what it kind of hurts when you hear the whispers. ::shrugs:: I move on and grow stronger.
i do think im beautiful but i also see the flaws. i think i point them out so i dont seem abit self centered or vain. Tho i think at the end i prob do. heh. . .
I never let anyone make me think differenty of who i am. But no matter what it kind of hurts when you hear the whispers. ::shrugs:: I move on and grow stronger.
well, i had my national guard drill this weekend. got to go trapsing around the wooods in full battle gear. it kicked ass. my current
just broke up with her boyfriend this week
. the world seems to be a little bit brighter.oh and the CUBS WON!!!!
later
llmll
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later
llmll

well here is the recap of the week. i'm passing all of my classes. i got four new cd, 2 Mudvaynes, 1 Coal Chamber, and the newest System of a Down. They all kick some serious ass. wanted to relax this weekend, but got ARNG drills so no rest for the wicked. Met two beautiful girls who used live in montana but now lives in...
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shera:
thanks for adding me as a favorite goth cowboy!!!!
Wanna love ya,
Wanna bug ya,
Wanna squeeze ya,
Stupid girl,
Wanna touch ya,
Wanna take ya,
Wanna shaunt ya,
Stupid girl,
I cant take this, born to break this,
Shes going away, (she's going away)
Whats wrong with my life today,
Shes going away, (she's going away)
Whats wrong with my life today,
Stupid Girl,
Stupid Girl,
Im a loner,
Im a loser,
Im...
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Wanna bug ya,
Wanna squeeze ya,
Stupid girl,
Wanna touch ya,
Wanna take ya,
Wanna shaunt ya,
Stupid girl,
I cant take this, born to break this,
Shes going away, (she's going away)
Whats wrong with my life today,
Shes going away, (she's going away)
Whats wrong with my life today,
Stupid Girl,
Stupid Girl,
Im a loner,
Im a loser,
Im...
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fractal:
wasn't that a Garbage song>
Hold on to me love.
You know I can't stay long.
All I wanted to say was I love you,
And I'm not afraid (Ahhh)
Can you hear me ?
Can you feel me in your arms ?
(chorus)
Holding my last breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
I'll miss the winter.
A...
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You know I can't stay long.
All I wanted to say was I love you,
And I'm not afraid (Ahhh)
Can you hear me ?
Can you feel me in your arms ?
(chorus)
Holding my last breath.
Safe inside myself.
Are all my thoughts of you ?
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.
I'll miss the winter.
A...
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linz:
if i come through, i'll let you know.
scattershot:
I got it at this place called Rock n' Tees in Hamilton ON. I also got a cool AFI shirt but thats neither here nor there. The crow poster says "Darker Than the Bat" underneath the crow title .. which weirded me out at first but It's all good.
You poured my pain into a dirty glass.
Does anyone think that Good Charlotte has sold out to MTV? I personally think they have. Just because they have become MTV bitches, they seem to think they run their mouths. Fuckin' sellouts.
Does anyone think that Good Charlotte has sold out to MTV? I personally think they have. Just because they have become MTV bitches, they seem to think they run their mouths. Fuckin' sellouts.
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scattershot:
and regarding good charlotte .. if you like em enough you won't care if they become mtv whores as long as the music stays the same ... I was put through the test with The Used and I still like them just as much as I did when I first started listening to them.. cuz they didn't sell out the media came to them.
goth_cowboy:
You do have a point. Everybody accused Offspring of doing the same thing.
-the second wrong makes you feel right. its from From Autumn to Ashes.