My emtions are a fucking mess somtimes, I like to think that I am honorable in my thinking and valiant in the execution of my thinking. When my mind is just a mixed up fucked up mess of bungled up shit I dont know what to do. I have direction towards my future feelings and loves, but I have an obsticle course to go through. I know what my goal is in searching for my love, I know where the end of this goofed up obsticle course is and she is at the finnish line. I will try to find my way to Kim. There will be some obsticles along the way. Some tempting, some revolting. I will learn from missed turns, but will only become more confused by otheres. I embark on this journey with courage and hope that be it 1 month or 3 months I will find Kim at the end of the Maze of emotion. If I become more and more lost as time goes on I will call to her and let her know that I am working on it. I will work on it. I will danmit.
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