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Go-To-Hell Greetings Boils and Ghouls!!!

Yup...As you can see...I am feeling A tad Angry lately...and what better way to Illustrate this By Jumpin' Straight to the Fuckin' Point...I am gonna become A Hypocrite here, But at least I can recognize it...See, I have been reading ALL these Journals...and I suppose after a while...I noticed that the people who cry...

"Poor Me!!!, I cannot smoke in the House today, Because my Grandparents are arriving, and I have to take some of my piercings out and look a bit more 'appropriate' for them...I think I shall continue on about how Life sucks the Doggy Boner JUST because of this...OH! Woe is ME!"

...and you get the picture...I know toy are saying to yourself...perhaps even a little giggle...But I KNOW you have seen what I am talkin' about, and I might as well Bet My ASS that you, in return, especially if it is an attractive or popular member here, comment with...

"Awwwww...That Sucks Hon.. , If I were there...I would leave you JUST the way you are...and Buy you LOTS of smokes to ease the Horrible event befallen on you..."



ANGRY!!! I mean, WTF? Are people SO fuckin' Fake in here that you accomodate your comments to compliment thier 'Troubles and Misfortunes' such as The example above? Shit, I ain't gonna hold back...But I REALLY find it absurd that I read A Journal from an actual, true to the bone, member here who DOES have some pretty nasty issues, and yet...If they are NOT a popular or extroverted SG-ite, They are lucky to get one or two "Gee Hon, That really DOES suck...Good Luck on that."

What is Up with This??
Oh, and PLEASE get that idea that I am 'projecting' here, I know I have My Own shit to deal with, I write about it sometimes...But I am not the type that feels I should Burdon anyone with any of MY personal emotions...(hence the word 'personal') If I choose to Talk about anything...I know what the repercussions might be, and actually, It is harder for me to share alot of things with folks in here as it is, I certainly am not the type who feels that my life should be an open book (although the book idea has been suggested) for ALL to read unless I am sure that it is notgoing to be seen the way I see people when THEY praddle on about something that is utterly obvious that they want a whole slew of folks who run to comment "Yes! That DOES Suck!! You Poor, Poor Thing...Let me send you something from your wishlist to make up for having to deal with ALL the berated and just plain awful aspects of the so-called Utterly uncomfortable aspects of living at home!!! (Insert appropriate kissy face or other here)"

So Yeah...THAT sort of thing has just been seen WAY too many times, and Godamned...There is just no Friggin' word to describe how Utterly Lame it is to see this, and to see how Much of this is actually goin on...So Yes, This anders me immensely, So If I have ever commented on any nedative situation that any of you have chosen to share with us? Then You REALLY must of got to me, and enough that I actually break my rule of giving any sign of concern, Then I was Honestly actually moved, and was prompted to want to express my empathy...Most likely because I believed it was warranred, and I prolly respect you, as I generally won't waste my time on folks who just continuously whine about nothing.

So Hell Yes, I am Angry...I am Angry that I wasn't able to say GoodBye to My Mom while she was still warm...I am Angry that it seems that so many folks are under that nasty Masonic Evil Eye spell when it comes to that coloured paper shit...I am REALLY friggin' angry that I lost ALL my Vintage Lingerie and Corsets to A Fucker Landlord who deserves to be tied up and shat on By Aqua Velva-Drinking Bums, I am Angry that I am having Trouble uploading pics onto here, as I am still figuring out some shit on this new puter (and it's too vad, cause I have some real good ones too!) I could go on, and on...as I am sure most of you yourselves can as well...My point is, People ARE indeed Strange, and I do not mean in the good way that I find some people trying so hard to be, But in A way that REALLY does give kudos to the Ol addage "Don't Judge A Book by It's Cover" cause I have seen alot, and been to many places and spaces that exist, and I have learned that The strangest folks, and usually the more interesting as well, are actually Not that strange looking at all...But sit down and talk to them, & *WHAPOW!* My! They never cease to amaze me with thier Glowing Grey Matter.

So Yes, I admit...without listing a list that will never be complete, I am ANGRY at many things that will never change, as people never seem to...Historically speaking...I mean, Really...Do you think that the Human condition, and Our emotional wants & needs, has reallychanged? People were doin the same mind games, and pity trips throughout our entire existance as A Race...and if you have read the right books, or been exposed to historis observations...As living, Breathing, organisms, We really haven't changed in that sense at all...Sure...we have evolved, But when you think about it...Anger was JUST as fuckin Nerve wracking aeons ago, as it is today...(except The Laws have been updated to accomodate peoples behavior...No more legal Duels or Honor-driven showdowns, with pistols and 10 paces...)

So, Seeing as I must accept the fact that there has, is, and always will be those who do not know exactly just how friggin' silly they sound complaining about NOTHING, I do what I suppose others before me have done as well...and that is just keep My mouth shut, smile and nod when I have nothing to say that supports someone else's neurosis, and simply keep alot of things to myself.

That STILL doesn't change the fact, nor will it ever, that people are creatures of emotion, and I get so friggin' angry when I see some using it as a popularity or pity tool.

I guess some things Never fuckin' change.

OOogaBOOoga...

SS

(BTW: As soon as I figure out what The HELL I am doin' wrong regarding all these cool new pics I wanna post, I shall...I even have some pics of 'Li'l Sadie in addition to those of My new Pad, and Of My Mother, and oh..so many more...Any advice on the subject would be greatly appreciayed, as I am having dun with sucj a Beast of A computer, but it IS literally beginning to Fuck with me...OH, and I apologize for my lack of comments and visitations to all of you fiends of mine out there, as I have been REALLY busy, and I admit, I REALLY should make it to some of your MadPads ASAP...and I shall.)


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EDITED TO SAY: Yes...This refers to actually MANY journals...Fortunately, Nobody I truly Loathe...and you know who you are...