goremeister

Money woes. Well, not true money woes, I can pay my bills and whatnot, but I wish I had more so I could go to the Hellraiser Open Air in May. I'm actually considering doing it still, I mean, you only live once, right?

I came to the conclusion today that I don't know what I want, but I know what I have to do.

This past weekend was pretty cool. Worked security for a boxing event put on my the local police department. The highlight of the evening was watching Butterbean absolutely cream his opponent. The crowd was mostly off-duty civil servants and other local politicians, so it was alot of standing around and giving people directions to the bathroom. Good times.

Today I found myself missing my ex, then getting mad at myself for missing her. Then I rationalized the situation, determining that it's okay that I miss her because, after all, we were together for 7+ years and there were alot of good times, despite what she did to me towards the end. I have no desire to get back together with her whatsoever, but even after 5 months, I'm still having break-up pangs.

I ordered some shirts, and I hope they come soon as I am in desperate need of some kick-ass new shirts. Check 'em out:

Yeah, I realize how non-sequitur this entry has been, gives you an idea of how chaotic my thoughts have been as of late. At least of the 15 minutes it took me to write this.