gorefiend

^_^ He blames me for not telling the whole story when he doesn't either though. I listen to my own heart - I don't listen to others. He forget to add the point that we started dating 2 years ago after he cheated on his girlfriend of 4 years to be with me.

So there was a point of mistrust from the start. He also points out that he broke up with me because I didn't trust him, but then goes behind my back and starts seeing his bestfriend anyway in turn - betraying what little trust I had for him.

It's a vicious cycle. And we're destroying both of our lives by talking about it on here too.

Thanks for the advice though ^.^ No more talky about this. I need to get it out of my head.

EDIT: I didn't tell many people. I don't have friends. I told my boss, and my father. My boss is very intelligent and well 99% right most of the time so we always talk to each other about things. And I felt my father had the right to knnow, since just 1-2 months ago Lyinghostage called my dad asking him how to get me back, how to make it work and my dad thought he was being sincere for the most part. But how can one extreme change to another so quickly if love is involved? I don't believe in that....I have many reasons to be upset and mistrust no matter how much I do love him. I just wish none of it had to be brought on here too. So much for ever being an SG since this stuff will never leave me.

[Edited on Jun 22, 2005 12:23PM]

Well, Chomedey is a district in LAval, which is a city in Quebec. We're the island right next to Montreal.