goodpoltergeist

Dear SG,

This post will be a little disjointed I think. I feel like saying some things, but I'm not sure I want to pretend they're connected or attempt to coherently flow from one to the other. Apologies in advance.

I am so fucking lonely.

I am in need of a friend, or really just someone to talk to really badly right now. I don't know why, but...I just want to talk, and feel accepted right now. Boredom=loneliness.

I resubbed to SG as we can all tell, but I'm having a little trouble ah...easing back in to everything. I suck at making friends...even online apparently. Ha. I can make these blog posts, but a lot of my friends from before are gone, or don't remember me, or I dunno, it really doesn't matter...the point is I find it hard to jump back in to threads in groups and such when I haven't been here since...I don't know when. I miss the uh...what was it called...the newbie group or whatever from back when I first joined. That was a great place, and much fun was had.

I apparently have an unhealthy internet addiction. Internet has been out for a couple days, which frustrates me to no end, but today I was going to go out and get some stuff done...but then the net came back up, and I have been a slave to my computer since then.

I am a terrible person, and I'm not sure I'm as ok with that as I thought I was. Maybe everything else stems from this?

That is all for now, I think.