Evil is afoot!
Or something like that.
My spring break is over. That's cool I guess, I needed the break, but at the same time it just filled me with anxiety as it signalled the beginning of the end of this semester and I need more time.
Time, always more time.
Also, my spring break was pretty boring. I was begged to come back to work, as my former place of employment had a dangerous lack of employees in town for spring break, so...I went back to work. Ugh. I remembered why I quit, anyway I'm thanking my lucky stars that 1.) I did it (because I have just run out of cash, and payday is in two days, so I only have to be broke for two days!!!) and B.) It's over (Thank GOD!!!).
One highlight though was visiting the GA Aquarium in Atlanta. It's not as impressive as I thought it would be (seriously it's been overhyped, the Tennessee aquarium kicks its ass, IMO). I took an assload of pictures, but for whatever reason, the software I was using to edit stuff has decided it doesn't want to work anymore, so my picture highlights will have to wait.
Hmmm. In other news, I'm having a quarter life crisis right now. I'm worried I'm going to fail Differential Equations, I'm worried I'm going to lose my scholarship, I'm worried I'm not going to get enough money next year to survive without said scholarship, I'm worrying that maybe mathematics isn't what I'd like to do, I'm worried I'm not meant for college, I'm worried that maybe things won't work out alright in the end. I'm worrying about moving out, I'm worrying about moving in (hehe), I'm worrying about money (fuck I'm too young to deal with that!)
Although, I did manage to sort through one of my crises, the one where I was worried I couldn't graduate in 2 years, and couldn't stretch it out to 3, but I've stretched it out to 3 feasibly, and I am pleased about that.
ARGH! But I'm working through things, I'm actually doing stuff about some of this stuff, which is pretty amazing for me. Normally I just sit idly by and watch things fall to pieces, but this time I am actually doing something. I doubt it will be enough, but it is at least something, even if it is slow.
Oy, didn't mean for this entry to do that. Oh well. I had an interesting story to tell, but then I thought about it and it wasn't that interesting, so I didn't tell it. Sorry.
Ummm...I think that about covers it. Oh, I finally did something proactive in World of Warcraft as well. I cancelled my subscription.
Or something like that.
My spring break is over. That's cool I guess, I needed the break, but at the same time it just filled me with anxiety as it signalled the beginning of the end of this semester and I need more time.
Time, always more time.
Also, my spring break was pretty boring. I was begged to come back to work, as my former place of employment had a dangerous lack of employees in town for spring break, so...I went back to work. Ugh. I remembered why I quit, anyway I'm thanking my lucky stars that 1.) I did it (because I have just run out of cash, and payday is in two days, so I only have to be broke for two days!!!) and B.) It's over (Thank GOD!!!).
One highlight though was visiting the GA Aquarium in Atlanta. It's not as impressive as I thought it would be (seriously it's been overhyped, the Tennessee aquarium kicks its ass, IMO). I took an assload of pictures, but for whatever reason, the software I was using to edit stuff has decided it doesn't want to work anymore, so my picture highlights will have to wait.
Hmmm. In other news, I'm having a quarter life crisis right now. I'm worried I'm going to fail Differential Equations, I'm worried I'm going to lose my scholarship, I'm worried I'm not going to get enough money next year to survive without said scholarship, I'm worrying that maybe mathematics isn't what I'd like to do, I'm worried I'm not meant for college, I'm worried that maybe things won't work out alright in the end. I'm worrying about moving out, I'm worrying about moving in (hehe), I'm worrying about money (fuck I'm too young to deal with that!)
Although, I did manage to sort through one of my crises, the one where I was worried I couldn't graduate in 2 years, and couldn't stretch it out to 3, but I've stretched it out to 3 feasibly, and I am pleased about that.
ARGH! But I'm working through things, I'm actually doing stuff about some of this stuff, which is pretty amazing for me. Normally I just sit idly by and watch things fall to pieces, but this time I am actually doing something. I doubt it will be enough, but it is at least something, even if it is slow.
Oy, didn't mean for this entry to do that. Oh well. I had an interesting story to tell, but then I thought about it and it wasn't that interesting, so I didn't tell it. Sorry.
Ummm...I think that about covers it. Oh, I finally did something proactive in World of Warcraft as well. I cancelled my subscription.