I'm tired, just tired and depressed... I woke up sad this morning. I'm not sure why? Anyway most of the day was typical... Boring. I got to play a bit with my 2yr old daughter. She's always a blast! I love her more than anything and that's kinda scary... I'm not very happy with my life and where i'm at. I guess i shouldn't be, but I am. I'm not happy with things I should be. i want more but can't get ahead. i'm not ambitious or decisive enough to get somewhere. I'm too old for this shit, me not knowing what i want. i know if i don't do something now i'll have to settle for an unhappy life of mediocraty... who cares, i know were i'm headed, and that doesn't seem to help... whatever...
