Stupid failure of a booty call.
When an ex-boyfriend says "Quickie?" and I say "Yes," he better damn well deliver.
Stupid 40 yr old ex who gets my hopes up then has "performance anxiety" and leaves me all sorta-kinda-not-really satisfied.
DISCLAIMER:
This is not meant to be a dig at 40 yr olds or exbfs or people who suffer ED or anything else. It's just my bit of frustration manifesting in my journal.
Blah.
Then I went to the bar with a bunch of other folks, and it was lame.
I should have just stayed home by myself and done something productive.
When an ex-boyfriend says "Quickie?" and I say "Yes," he better damn well deliver.
Stupid 40 yr old ex who gets my hopes up then has "performance anxiety" and leaves me all sorta-kinda-not-really satisfied.
DISCLAIMER:
This is not meant to be a dig at 40 yr olds or exbfs or people who suffer ED or anything else. It's just my bit of frustration manifesting in my journal.
Blah.
Then I went to the bar with a bunch of other folks, and it was lame.
I should have just stayed home by myself and done something productive.
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radiofrank:
Thanks for the birthday wishes. 
fierhauk:
so....i think that talk i mentioned the other night isnt necessarily needed.... i came to a conclusion and made a decision.... more to follow