If you could shit on any month, what would it be?
I FUCKING HATE JANUARY.
Nothing in particular is wrong... I'm just discontent.
You know what? I have no fucking friends anymore because I spend all my time with my fucking boyfriend.
I've started bartending and that's great... I actually make money and I like doing it. But I also still wait tables a few times a week, and it's getting on my fucking nerves because this restaurant is run so poorly. Last night I kept getting shitty tips because the kitchen kept fucking up. At least when I'm bartending, I'm in total control. I am the one mixing the drinks, so there is nobody else that I have to rely on. I like that a lot. I am NOT a team player, and I never have been. I know better than to expect other people to pull their weight. I much prefer to work on my own because I know things will get done, and they will get done right or it's my own fault. If you go back and read my grade school report cards, they can tell you the same thing way back then. "Does not work well with others."
That's why I live alone. With nobody else. You know when I live alone, I prefer to be by myself.
But not all the time. I like to get OUT of my house sometimes and have fun. The way my schedule is going to be from now on, I have Monday and Friday nights free. And late Wednesday. That's it. Can I make a life within that itty bitty bit of free time?
It will never be over.
I FUCKING HATE JANUARY.
Nothing in particular is wrong... I'm just discontent.
You know what? I have no fucking friends anymore because I spend all my time with my fucking boyfriend.
I've started bartending and that's great... I actually make money and I like doing it. But I also still wait tables a few times a week, and it's getting on my fucking nerves because this restaurant is run so poorly. Last night I kept getting shitty tips because the kitchen kept fucking up. At least when I'm bartending, I'm in total control. I am the one mixing the drinks, so there is nobody else that I have to rely on. I like that a lot. I am NOT a team player, and I never have been. I know better than to expect other people to pull their weight. I much prefer to work on my own because I know things will get done, and they will get done right or it's my own fault. If you go back and read my grade school report cards, they can tell you the same thing way back then. "Does not work well with others."
That's why I live alone. With nobody else. You know when I live alone, I prefer to be by myself.
But not all the time. I like to get OUT of my house sometimes and have fun. The way my schedule is going to be from now on, I have Monday and Friday nights free. And late Wednesday. That's it. Can I make a life within that itty bitty bit of free time?
It will never be over.
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hypnogogic:
That makes perfect sense. Dodo birds and Captain kangaroo were a hoax too.
hypnogogic:
Don't you know that NASA buried all those fake dinosaur bones. They were able to afford them with all the money they saved by faking the moon landing.