this is a terrible, terrible essay.

if i'd written it yesterday when i had all sorts of ideas in my head, it could have been great. but i had the other paper to write first, and now i am burnt out.

i hate when that happens.

it was due by 4:40 today and now it's 6pm.

i'm more than halfway finished, at least.



fuckkkk

at least when this is done i get an evening free to have fun for a change. also this saturday is for fun.

ahhhh i have put myself in hell.

Clover's set was a nice treat, though.

You know what else? maybe cuz it's "humpday" i just really want to
HUMP
something.

that something would be my man if he were anywhere near here. but this is a schedule conflict night. he has Games at his house tonight. I have Bar with Fierhauk and tearing my eyes out over a simple 4 page essay.

grrrrrraaararraarrrrggghh.