gonzoe

i went to a bachelor party tonight.

and i'm still a little drunk.

but for some reason, i started remembering some song lyrics that i wrote a few years ago. it was for a song that never got released. for reasons i'm unaware of, i started crying a little. i honestly don't know why (i think it's cause i'm still tipsy). anyway, cause they were on my mind, here are the lyrics:

Hold Me

this is my song for no one
these are my words of dust
my creation of nothing
my hopes to feel a touch

i found a planet that reflects all that's cold
met its creatures whose hearts are as black as coal
lived a thousand years but all i found
was the emptiness in my own sounds

chorus:
and so i cry myself to sleep
for what feels like the millionth time
not gone but i'm forgotten
in the days now far behind
and i wander through a desert
in this skin that's not my own
but there's no one in the darkness
and there's no one here to hold me

(first part of 2nd verse never written)

there are echoes of dreams running through my heart
i was given a soul without birth or mark
i drink the moments that you don't need
but the way they built me i still bleed

chorus:
and so i cry myself to sleep
for what feels like the millionth time
not gone but i'm forgotten
in the days now far behind
and i wander through a desert
in this skin that's not my own
but there's no one in the darkness
and there's no one here to hold me



hope you enjoyed it and it made relevant sense to SOMEONE.