gonzeaux

Thanks for all the kind comments and messages. As to my resolve in matters like this. Alot has happened in my odd little existence on this marble to help me cope and deal with it is all. I have buried alot of friends I can say, family too. It does hit me I am not totally apathetic. I understand it then grieve.

Believe you me I have talked to some shrinks, I learned alot from them.

This latest one is really hard. I am on enough xanax and doobies to drop a small army. But I will work through it and have an outstanding policy that I will fly anywhere to stop something like this from happening again.

I would be happy to talk with anyone any time to prevent this. It is horrible, and the hole you leave in others lives is deep.

That is why I am blowing off boston to go to the desert and yell at rocks.

Thank you again.........