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Thursday Oct 09, 2008

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I just found out a buddy's dad is in a coma and ready to join the choir invisible, from liver cancer. He was a hero, poet, playwright, author. Man there is alot of dying going on this year. I guess when you take from life and enjoy it, sometime life takes back. That seems pretty Zen.

6 to be exact this year. I am numb from it. My best therapy is to turn up the amps play real loud and write some music. I think those that have left would enjoy that.

The only pisser is that I cannot hop on a plane I have cd's to get to labels by the end of the week. That is what is eating at me now. I may just pull an all nighter, get them done and try like hell to be there. He was a big influence on me as a shithead little punk back in the day.

Its has been a year of ups and downs, shit howdy.

Take the time to spend with those close to you if they are elderly, ready to move on.
danipoo:
A really good friend of mine flew home yesterday to be with her dad who is in his final days with his battle with cancer. I'm not sure what kind, but it's now in his lymph nodes and liver. I actually envy her in a way because she can say good-bye. My father died when I was 3, so needless to say that my good-byes were whispered in the wind at a much later time.
My heart really goes out to her. I hope she makes the most with the time she has with her pops before he is gone.
Oct 10, 2008
saraj:
Happy birthday!
I hope things are better for you today.
Oct 12, 2008

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