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So, lets see. Haven't really said much in these journal's lately. Turns out that my most recent prospect in the dating scene has decided that after a her last relationship she isn't ready to pursue another relationship just yet.

I can't say I blame her, I know how she feels. At the same time it certainly doesn't help me feel a whole lot better. I sort of figured something like this would happen. I had predicted a futur with a series of short relationships that fail and so for my prediction is coming true! Yay for me

I think the one thing that is killing me the most is that I never thought that I would be where I am at my age. I guess I just expected more. Which for all you that are younger than I, my only advice in life is do everything you want to do. Take risks and don't regret choices not made! Otherwise you'll end up like my dead great uncle. For one thing he is dead, for another he had a very long and lonely life filled with little excitement and lots of giving up.

I'm hoping I can get myself on track so I don't end up like him.