golly

I'm so frustrated. Frustrated because I finally got out of a relationship I was unhappy in. And surely enough, when a cute, nice, funny boy falls into my lap, it has to be the worst timing ever.

Because said cute boy is leaving for California for school. In a week.

I've spent a month with him and I can't get enough. He makes me laugh and he could be the most gorgeous thing I've seen in a long time.



And for the past month, all I can think about is how much having somebody new means to me. How much happiness he brings me.

He dances with me.

I want him so badly. And it's a bummer. Because he's leaving, he's being unaffectionate. And I know its because he doesn't want to get hurt. I know he cares about me as much as I care about him.


FUCK YOU LA! FUCK YOU.

/rant