Things are going well, I guess. We haven't sold anything yet but then again our auctions aren't over yet. I am getting bored tho. Everynight I do the same thing because I don't know anyone in Dallas and that kinda sucks. There is only so much time I can spend reading, watching tv and hanging out on this site. Maybe this would be a good time to start really working on my novel. I mean, hell, if Pamela Anderson can write a book anybody can. Right?
I am also in another point in my life where I would like to have a serious relationship. I am ready to fall in love but You can't fall in love just because you are ready. It has to be right between you both and she must be at the same stage I am. I don't know. I just need to go on a few dates, see what happens and keep looking until it feels right. Getting married doesn't scare me like it once did. I don't know what changed but I would really love to make that commitment. Even having a little me running around sounds nice. Maybe not for awhile, I am not that gung ho. Perhaps it is because I finally finished college and I have a real job, not just construction. I feel like I have entered into a new age, into a new me. It is strange and nice and relaxing. I like it. I am happy even tho I am alone. I guess you can't be happy with someone else until you are happy with yourself. I think the saying goes you can't love someone unitl you love yourself but it's basically the same. Anyhoo I think it is time to really dig in to my great american novel, "The Velveteen Elvis." It is going to be about a man who gets caught up in the battle of good versus evil for Elvis's soul. That is how it is going to start out as... who knows how it will end?
I am also in another point in my life where I would like to have a serious relationship. I am ready to fall in love but You can't fall in love just because you are ready. It has to be right between you both and she must be at the same stage I am. I don't know. I just need to go on a few dates, see what happens and keep looking until it feels right. Getting married doesn't scare me like it once did. I don't know what changed but I would really love to make that commitment. Even having a little me running around sounds nice. Maybe not for awhile, I am not that gung ho. Perhaps it is because I finally finished college and I have a real job, not just construction. I feel like I have entered into a new age, into a new me. It is strange and nice and relaxing. I like it. I am happy even tho I am alone. I guess you can't be happy with someone else until you are happy with yourself. I think the saying goes you can't love someone unitl you love yourself but it's basically the same. Anyhoo I think it is time to really dig in to my great american novel, "The Velveteen Elvis." It is going to be about a man who gets caught up in the battle of good versus evil for Elvis's soul. That is how it is going to start out as... who knows how it will end?
You know, if I was in Dallas, I would go to the roller derby. I mean, think about it ... hot chicks with tattoos beating the crap out of each other. Does it get any better than that? There is a lot of roller derby in your neighborhood. Go find it!