gogobongo

Hey, dude, I just read back and I'm very sorry to hear about your grandfather. That was a very heartfelt tribute to him and my thoughts are with you. All of my family is dead, save my children, and it is a very humbling experience to be on your own. However, their memories live on.

My son was 3 when my father died. He remembers my father as a better man than he was and that makes the holidays a little melancholy. However, just before he died, he had given me a train set to give him for Christmas. It was marked ages 8 and above, so I put it away. Daron is just shy of 7 now, so I have decided to give it to him this year. That better and more magical than Santa Claus. Makes me believe in miracles, just a little.

that is sometimes refered to as
"the upper decker"