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i just found out my older brother, tried to kill himself this morning, and i can't stop crying! ......... sept 15th ...... talked to my nephew, he's recovering, consulting doctors psychiatrists, under observation for 3 days ..... sept 16, talked to my nephew tonight, he is in PA with my brother, he is feeling better, myself, another nephew and another brother are leaving in the morning to see him! i want to tell him to hang on and grow old with all of us. i will be back on sunday evening. i hope........... sept 18th- back at home, my brother is doing well. he seems to be improving, back on meds which led to this suicide attempt. he stopped taking his meds because he said he couldnt afford them. lots of love passed around, hugging and crying. and he may be released wednesday. i know no one has been reading my journals lately but it helps me!! thanks!! ........ sept 19th, spoke to my bro again tonite, he seems to be doing well!! hopefully he will get out of the psych ward by wednesday!! ..... sept 22 my bro is out of the psych ward, and back home. he is doing well, but it will take some time to see real improvement.