godofwar

So tired of the truth someone plez lie to me tell me the world is okay tell me the sky is blue tell me tmorrow will be a better day just somone lie to me

I saw my father today again its been 23 days that he has been in the hospitial third time this month 8th time this year i stand by his side and all he knows how to do is treat his most loyal son with disgust and hate

yea it use to hurt but it doesnt anymore i learned that love is just a waste of time everyone puts themself infront of others

I guess i am the only one left in this world that would die for a perfect stranger if it was meaning full

i would trade places with my father in a second i would give him all of my organs and die empty if it would change how he sees me if he could give me the love a father gives a son for one second i would be the happiest person in the world

but hey the world isn't perfect my father made me bitter and senses to love

and i made myself into the monster i am today incapable of love sigh


can someone just come and lie to me make the sun come out on this cloudy day


thanx for reading my thoughts u have a good day okay