godlessnerd

I spent the evening walking down to james bay and peering into people's windows. Everyone seems so happy. They all have family or friends, who they are sitting laughing and having a good time with. It's times like these when I miss my brother so much. Whenever he is home, my family gets together and has a really good time, but when he's not here, it's like same ol' same ol' shit.

I came to realize as I was walking down the street listening to mogwai, that I've never met anyone who has the same profound appreciation for this city as I do. I love this place with all my heart, and none of my friends can understand that. It seems that only people who have been away from here for an extended period of time, can appreciate what it is to live in one of the most beautiful cities in the entire world. I don't ever want to live anywhere else, and I hope I never have to.

The rest of my night was spent standing at the edge of a cliff, watching the waves crash into the shore, and contemplating the diffrerences between American Football, Cap N' Jazz and the Owls. I just don't feel like myself lately. I feel an emptyness. I tried to fill it with chips and a subway sandwich, but its still there. Oh well, maybe tomorrow will be better.