godlessnerd

"man, i really love this song!"

I had a wicked WICKED friday and saturday. I think possibly one of the best times of my life in recent years. I really really needed this little get away. Thank you CFG for being my hostess . I hope you enjoy your chocolates.

The past couple of days have reminded me of what its like to be happy. Not just happy, like REALLY happy, like the kind of happy that can hardly be found.

It also reminded me of the way I've strayed away in my path, to really find what I'm looking for. I was thinking about it on the ferry ride home, and thinking that this is one of those turning points in your life, when you realize something, that you had known all along, but refused to recognize. It gives you butterflies in your stomach. I think a part of me had lost what its like to focus on the details, to be happy about the little things that really matter, to forget about the future, and focus on what really matters right now, in this moment.

I've decided i'm going to try much harder from now on, to be the person that i really wanted to be in the first place. I finally know, thanks to someone rad, what will make me really happy.

P.S. I saw the notebook on friday. It was fuckin' wicked, and i don't care if you make fun of me for it! It was so tragic and magical.

Double P.S. For some key out-takes of my weekend, read CFG's journal.