Sunday Jan 16, 2005

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I just got home, and I miss Regina already.

I DID IT! Finally. biggrin biggrin biggrin



Why?? Because... for one, we were already at Rising Sun because Clay was getting his ears done, and something clicked: life is really too short for me to keep putting off things that I want/need to do or experience, and that are important to me. JUST IN GENERAL. Life is just way too fucking short.

*edited* No more talk about the past, and things that don't matter/aren't relevant. No point: let's just fucking live already... see previous paragraph: life is too short.

I'm intensely worried about my mom, but I don't know what to do. I think she's suicidal, and I'm scared shitless, but I have no fucking idea what to do. My god.

"I will not follow you into a perfect grave. And I will not stand here while you throw it all away. But I'll keep hoping that you won't fall in all the way."
-Social Code
mrlucky:
First off, I don't know you that well but most people dump others because the problem lies with them they need things to change therefore they look else where that doesn't mean for one second something is wrong with you. This applies to the betty aswell the problem exists in her head and she should deal with her own shit and not put it out on others, my advice... tell to get fucked.
Now the really serious stuff, if you Mom is contemplating this you must get her help emmediatelly, there must be a helpline you can call, or get to the nearest emergency room and find someone to help, right now. Don't piss around with something like this, my girl was one of twins and her sister commited suicide 8 years ago, we still deal with the effects of her loss, the guilt and hurt, so please don't mess with this she needs help, get it for her ASAP.
Take care
kingofnopants:
help is most definately the first thing you should be doing. i say you go spend copious ammounts of time with your mother and help her realize the good things in life. now go! now!
EDIT: spelling

[Edited on Jan 17, 2005 9:34AM]

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