New year, new beginnings. So to speak. In actuality, everything from last year has just followed me right along without really changing... but I guess a new journal is one of those "little things" that makes me feel like "ya, its all gonna be alright". Haha... what a nerdo I am. But yes- bye bye diaryland and hello SG. A welcome change.
I think New Year's Resolutions are in order.
1) Start having the time of my life, and make the most of the time I have with people who are important. I'm not gonna be young (ish?) forever.
2) Lighten up on, and maybe even lose the alcohol altogether. It's a little out of control in my mind. I've had enough of being the loud, obnoxious, rude, embarassing, outta control, piece of shit drunk who has to hear about her antics from others the next day to know what went on. I'm tired of blacking out and hurting people I care about for no good reason- I'm better than that. That's not Gin.
3) Chill the fuck out in general. About everything, because life just has to go on and I can't endlessly get my panties in knots about things I can't change. Breathing is good.
4) Hit the gym. Hard. Make up for these christmas holidays of endless abuse to my body. Prepare for good photos... get HAWWWWTTTT again.
5) Kick some serious school ass. Graduate. Boost my average the fuck up as to get myself into nursing school and do something with my life.
6) Make all the hard decisions I've been putting off. If I hurt and cry and have to burn some bridges, so be it. I can't please everyone, but I can follow my heart.
"This time I'm not going to watch myself die."
-The Used
I think New Year's Resolutions are in order.
1) Start having the time of my life, and make the most of the time I have with people who are important. I'm not gonna be young (ish?) forever.
2) Lighten up on, and maybe even lose the alcohol altogether. It's a little out of control in my mind. I've had enough of being the loud, obnoxious, rude, embarassing, outta control, piece of shit drunk who has to hear about her antics from others the next day to know what went on. I'm tired of blacking out and hurting people I care about for no good reason- I'm better than that. That's not Gin.
3) Chill the fuck out in general. About everything, because life just has to go on and I can't endlessly get my panties in knots about things I can't change. Breathing is good.
4) Hit the gym. Hard. Make up for these christmas holidays of endless abuse to my body. Prepare for good photos... get HAWWWWTTTT again.
5) Kick some serious school ass. Graduate. Boost my average the fuck up as to get myself into nursing school and do something with my life.
6) Make all the hard decisions I've been putting off. If I hurt and cry and have to burn some bridges, so be it. I can't please everyone, but I can follow my heart.
"This time I'm not going to watch myself die."
-The Used