godess_akasha

I fucked up my personal life in a manner so grand I can't even beleive I'm still allowed to be this persons friend. Point blank the guy I've been talking about falling for and I were getting close to being a couple though not offically at that point yet. Then his friend that I had already slept with came over, I didn't know how to deal with it so, I drank a lot of shots in a little amount of time and essentially I blacked out but apparently I was touching the friends dick while telling the other that I loved him.
I am disgusted with myself and am desperately trying to mend things with the one I'm falling for. I'm at least being given somewhat of a chance and I hope it can evolve and I hope I never screw it up again.
Now I'm going to curl up in his shirt and sleep.
Forgiveness is an amazing thing.