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godess_akasha

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Sunday Feb 27, 2005

Feb 27, 2005
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So this is what's really going on:
A) I very desperately want a boyfriend
B) There is a guy I REALLY like. He's my ex's best friend.
C) I just got in touch with a guy I haven't seen in 8 -10 years and there were some feelings there then and that has potential
D) My ex is still a huge part of my life and I feel prohibits me from finding a new BF.
So, here was my day today
Go to do my laundry end up doing it at the beach with my roomate at the persuasion of my ex BF.
We're mostly through our laundry when he shows up with the friend that I'm ga ga over.
They show up precisly when I'm in the middle of a phone call with the old friend from 8 - 10 years ago so, I get all weird on the phone and end the call.
The friend possibly is interested in my roomate but who knows.
We all drink. Everyone is invited to come over to my place and drink. My ex is tired, the friend doesn't want to come 'cause the roomate has a booty call lined up. I practically beg he says we can do something else if the ex is up for it. Which he isn't.
I leave laundry hella frustrated.
Then this guy who likes me calls and I'm drunk so I go over there and hook up with him. That's a mistake but it's done now and I'm still sexually frustrated. I wish I was one of those girls that could "cum at the drop of a hat".
So now, not only is drunk dialing out of the question but aparently drunk answering the phone is out of the question too.
I wish I didn't like the ex's friend but I do and he's perceptive so, I can't figure out why he doesn't like me back. I used to like to see him but now I've given up hope and it just makes me feel pathetic like I'm throwing myself at someone who doesn't want me so, I'd really rather not see him at all. Damn the ex for bringing him to laundry.
P.S. the ex knows I like him and says the following:
Put it on the table that you're interested but then he says I don't think he's interested in sloppy seconds.
To hell with tonight and now my roomates off getting some and the other roomate is off with her steady BF and I just want to crawl into a cave and be done with all of it.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
star10764:
Ya know what I can understand that it sucks to be alone but I believe and I only believe this because it happened to me. You can't pick the one you love you have to let it love come to you. Your'e young and you are pretty it will happen kiss
Feb 28, 2005
zombievoodoo:

"BooYakaShot!"

You have just received a Zombie Bomb From Mr. Voodoo.

I do hope your having a kick ass day!!!

......"Zim Zim SalaBim"......
Feb 28, 2005

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