I met someone who told me they loved me and I believed them and they left me and replaced me with someone new rather quickly. I feel lost like I can't trust myself to pick good people and I'm broken hearted and I still love him and I'm hurt that he doesn't want me anymore. I've been going to some Buddhist meditation groups and trying to accept that everything is impermanent and to let go of the things I can't change but that's easier said than done. It's been a long time since something has messed me up emotionally like this and I just don't remember how long it takes to quit crying every 5 seconds.
torturedbythecia:
I've been there before... sorry to hear it. I've also kind of been the jerk who did tell someone I loved them and then broke up with them - though I didn't really break up with her because I didn't love her - on the contrary - had a few circumstances been different, I would have spent forever with either of the women which this happened with - it was more complicated than that. I'm sorry to hear about your troubles :-( Broken hearts are the worst.