my boss offered me a new position today... i really have no choice but to take it seeing he already changed my schdule not asking me if thats what i wanted. now im working like fukin 42 hours this week. grrr 
im already sick of work as it is... cleaning the house, taking care of the baby... theres a MOUNTIAN of clothes sitting on the bed waiting to be folded...
and my whole plan was to work part time and go back to school and finish my degree in photography... guess thats on hold for some jerk off who i dont give a shit about cuz he "needs me to work" ... like no one else can do their own job they have to make me work my ass off...
and i've only been waiting about a month to get my oil change and a fuckin hair cut... guess thats on hold to
well... i have better news now that i've vented. lol. i have a job interview today .
hopefully that will go well and they will offer me a better pay with better hours... if not i'll just kill myself now 
yesterday i was so tired after work i came home at 530 or so and crashed! i was sleeping from then till 630 this morning... when ever i sleep that much i have freakin weird ass dreams. i was in the woods shooting people and running them over with a motorcycle and having a damn good time doing it to. haha. i always have dreams about death or blood or that im killing people and laughing about it... is that a bad thing ???...
im already sick of work as it is... cleaning the house, taking care of the baby... theres a MOUNTIAN of clothes sitting on the bed waiting to be folded...
and my whole plan was to work part time and go back to school and finish my degree in photography... guess thats on hold for some jerk off who i dont give a shit about cuz he "needs me to work" ... like no one else can do their own job they have to make me work my ass off...
and i've only been waiting about a month to get my oil change and a fuckin hair cut... guess thats on hold to
well... i have better news now that i've vented. lol. i have a job interview today .
hopefully that will go well and they will offer me a better pay with better hours... if not i'll just kill myself now
yesterday i was so tired after work i came home at 530 or so and crashed! i was sleeping from then till 630 this morning... when ever i sleep that much i have freakin weird ass dreams. i was in the woods shooting people and running them over with a motorcycle and having a damn good time doing it to. haha. i always have dreams about death or blood or that im killing people and laughing about it... is that a bad thing ???...
i dont think its bad having dreams like that cause i think its just our sub-concious taking out our everyday aggresions with people that we couldnt really do in reality...