another bit o' time has passed and i seem to write less and less with each month that goes by. things in az are not as i expected them to be. i came here to escape the hectic and crude life i had lived in nor cal, only to be living an even more stressful and chaotic exsistence in az. kinda funny. try as i might to keep my head above water, i feel like im drowning. i look around every corner and i am failing miserably. health, finance,basic upkeep; are the first things i think of when i wake up and the last when i make a sad attempt at falling asleep. still. i latch onto the hopes that the next day will get better, as the day after that. so we shall see what happens. i grow more and more weary of november and december. i miss california so much, the leaves changing colors, the cold weather, etc. kinda sucks. well, im gonna stop whining now and all that fun stuff. nighty night folks.
xoxoxo,
athena
xoxoxo,
athena
take care