goddessathena_00

another bit o' time has passed and i seem to write less and less with each month that goes by. things in az are not as i expected them to be. i came here to escape the hectic and crude life i had lived in nor cal, only to be living an even more stressful and chaotic exsistence in az. kinda funny. try as i might to keep my head above water, i feel like im drowning. i look around every corner and i am failing miserably. health, finance,basic upkeep; are the first things i think of when i wake up and the last when i make a sad attempt at falling asleep. still. i latch onto the hopes that the next day will get better, as the day after that. so we shall see what happens. i grow more and more weary of november and december. i miss california so much, the leaves changing colors, the cold weather, etc. kinda sucks. well, im gonna stop whining now and all that fun stuff. nighty night folks.
xoxoxo,
athena