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Tuesday Mar 18, 2003

Mar 18, 2003
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For some odd reason I am on turbo-batshit-overdrive today. And I feel terrible. There is something very wrong with me lately. I future-trip all day. I sweat profusely when I sleep and I never ever feel like I have gotten enough. I am stuck in this shitty cycle of being afraid of the only option I have right now: hand to mouth paycheck to paycheck existance.

I have been away from the woods for far too long and I am sure its spirit has totally left me. Frigga wants to move, and I am just full of fear. Fear that I won't be able to find work that will adequately support my family.

IT IS NINETY FUCKING DEGREES IN THIS OFFICE!

There was a note on my desk that said "zillions of stamps" in scratchy horror flick handwriting. It gave me the creeps.

Don't run with sharp objects or your hands in your pockets..

Donkey's balls,
Once decked the halls.......

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theslant:
I wholeheartedly relate to anxieties about the future. And not being able to get enough sleep.

Perhaps a break would do wonders. Not too far from nature when you live up there.

I love your homepage url. would that perhaps be from J.D. Salinger's short story?
Mar 18, 2003
dave_h:
Thats funny that you said that. The thing is, all my freinds think SHES gay. One of the reasons I'd never gone for this girl before the other night is cus I'd heard she was gay.

And then I asked a mutual friend and co-worker of hers if she had been at work last night, my friend was like, "why do you wanna know? You know shes gay right?" For a second I was like, no I can assure you shes not gay but my friend didn't beleive me.

I didn't want to get into the details of the 69 etc and her telling me she wanted me to fuck her doggy style and up the ass (which I didn't do)

Anyways, even if she is lesbian, she probably gives some of the best head I ever seen.
Mar 18, 2003

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