I survived the night and actually feel pretty decent today. Me and the porcilin god didn't have too much to talk about after awhile and I zonked out.
I think I feel well enough that I'll hit the pool today and see if I can get me a date with the one lifeguard I see there all the time and occasionally have the courage to talk to. Sometimes there is something you see behind the eyes when you first talk to a person that totally interests you. I think she might have caught the same thing in me, considering she offered to give me a quick ride home, it's too bad I don't live more than 2 blocks away from the pool..... =P
I must say though, I find it very amusing that all the lil just hitting puberty boys hit on the lifeguards I find ugly...the long blonde haired big titted dumbasses that wouldn't dive in to save you bc they'd ruin their 3 hours of make up. Is this some kind of natural instinct or just something these kids are programmed to think is attractive?
*ponders*
I think I feel well enough that I'll hit the pool today and see if I can get me a date with the one lifeguard I see there all the time and occasionally have the courage to talk to. Sometimes there is something you see behind the eyes when you first talk to a person that totally interests you. I think she might have caught the same thing in me, considering she offered to give me a quick ride home, it's too bad I don't live more than 2 blocks away from the pool..... =P
I must say though, I find it very amusing that all the lil just hitting puberty boys hit on the lifeguards I find ugly...the long blonde haired big titted dumbasses that wouldn't dive in to save you bc they'd ruin their 3 hours of make up. Is this some kind of natural instinct or just something these kids are programmed to think is attractive?
*ponders*
I had a guy friend who told me it took a long time of having ACTUAL contact with ACTUAL women to appreciate the way real women look, feel and act. He said he was disappointed at first when he realized that most women have bodies nothing like the nude magazine girls he was used to, but he got over it.