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4 days till i get royally screwed.

gah. 7:40am is way too fucking early. if left to my own devices i become completely nocturnal, going to sleep at 7am and waking up at 3pm. i really just do better at night. oh, and "gah" is my new word.
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inkedgirl:
I love the night, too, but I've also learned to love 7 hours of sleep a night. That means going to be at about midnight. Urgh.
liquid29:
Shit! I never win at thumb wrestling!
***AAAARGHHH***
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5 days till i get royally screwed.

i take 225mg of effexor and a centrum daily. what do you all pill?
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batattak:
Butt ass end of Florida? No this is what refer to as the head of the dangling schlong.
girlblue:
You don't even want to know how many supplements go into my body on a daily basis. smile I am so giddy about your upcoming visit. biggrin I know what that anticipation feels like, trust me. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Thank you for your sweet words. You are wise beyond your years, and I am glad that we know each other. You have a very lucky person waiting to see you in a few days. wink
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6 days till i get royally screwed.

meanwhile i'm spending the day vomiting cause i drank too much last night. i'm sober, but now is when i start throwing up. anyone else get this nice little problem?
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maxx:
I'm guessing...YOU spilled the coffee. Am I right? WhadoIwin?
batattak:
How ya like the profile pic now? You may need to refresh to clear the cache.
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drunkity drunk drunk
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batattak:
I've been popping in and out of AIM all weekend. Were you on? NO! :-
(gettin' all snippy on my jou..grumble mumble)
You really need to get down here for tattoos!
roxy:
I just wanna let you know -- you're awesome biggrin
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i'm quitting smoking cold turky, i have poison ivy, and i'm about to get my period. DID SOMEONE HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY????

grrrrr fucktheworld.
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deliverance:
Nail that fucker to the wall, sugar. I backslid recently and stopped again today. We'll be hostile together, angry and proud.

cxd
littlegirllost:
Thanks for the kind words on the boards. You seem like such a genuine, caring person. That sounds cheesy, but I hope you can tell it's an authentic compliment, even through this sterile medium.
Sounds like you've got a lot on your plate, with the smoking, and the itching, and the bleeding. Take lots of hot baths.
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trust. discuss.
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josebove12195:
I think its one of the best feelings I can have, to fully trust someone, but I will also say that I have never fully trusted anyone in my family and that ... I have only trusted a number of friends. Its like being nude... sounds more obvious as I say it.

But then, semi-trust is just as satisfying if you fix your standards, your expectations. Everyone has something to guard, so obviously its not easily gained. and a lot of people are cruel, subconscious cruelty, by nature. They are the sharp objects to avoid, or at least to keep at a distance...
inkedgirl:
I'm so terrible with trusting people too early.... Thankfully, it didn't bite me in the arse this time.
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alcohol changes people: a good thing, a bad thing.

wondering sitting here, now it's bad because it gets to the point where i don't know which is the change anymore. is sober witheld or inebriated exagerated?

two sides to everything, sometimes i revel in my logical realism, sometimes i ache for my naive romanticism, sometimes i pray for night just so evening will end.

maybe...
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timmy:
I've been sober all my life, but I'm just crazy to begin with.
aster:
maybe alcohol just lowers inhibitions so that people do things they already deep down wanted to do?
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roxy has a crush on me! i'm the luckiest girl ever ever.

*swoon*
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jeeff:
if streetlights go out when you pass, doesn't that make you a vampire?! *shiver*
inkedgirl:
*love*
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oh my it's been such a long past 2 days. all having to do with animals too (what else is new?) yesterday evening i thought i lost my kitten - i thought he had gotten outdoors. being gimpy and all i was sooo worried about him, since he'd never been out on his own and we live pretty close to a very busy street -...
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m:
never used to be scared of horses. my ex worked with them every day
I couldn't ride but I used to like them, and run about he field with them and they'd go 'pherpppp' (how do you spell that?)and run round with me but jesus, one day out out nowhere
this (a bit cranky) mare bit her while she was feeding it, like right on her tit,
and lifted her up, she's still having flashbacks in her sleep now and that was 2 years back.
but anyway I was just answering cos I'm glad you found your cat/kitten/catypuss
cos mines been gone for 2 weeks now. I found her as a feral kitten who had made a kind of cat-nest in my best friends garden which she slept in
with her brother. But he got killed, well he disappeared, so we guess he was dead, and she was just on her own in this nest made of grass, and she
was so weak she was walking on her backward-knees. She came into the house and rolled about in front of me as well as she could and even
was purring, so I had to have her. But now she's just gone and left, like
completely. Anyway., I'll shut up now, you're probably thinking 'why's
this guy talking to me on and on' well it's just I like horses and cats and
stuff and I'm in a talking mood and all my friend are totally in bed
(it's early morning here) and I was 'trying out' ' some cheap c0caine my friend got (not really my cup of tea), and I woke up late today anyway.
really hope horse is ok, and if he is, it's 1/2 down to you, you sound cool

anyway., enough, thanks for reading my rubbish on this odd night
-rjsomeythingsomething
inkedgirl:
You're so awesome, B. smile

Once my kitty kat got stuck in my couch and I looked for him for hours and I cried and flipped out. Eventually it occurred to me that he might be in the couch and I ripped it apart (literally). When I found him, he was hanging by his neck from a spring, his eyes were glazed over, his whole body was cold, and he wasn't breathing. I thought he was dead. I pulled him out hysterically, screaming and crying and put my mouth over his and started giving him CPR. After two puffs he shook his head, blinked his eyes and licked my nose.

I have never been so relieved in all my life. smile
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is anyone selling a digital camera or webcam? or better yet, does anyone want to buy me one? i'll put it to good use! *wink wink* puhleeeeeze?
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bionicfemme:
Phaedra said:

my favorite animals are my own (2 cats, 2 rats, hedgehog, tarantula), tiges (i have one tattooed right above my butt) and bionicfemme's - they're just so sweet and cuddleable and adorable and nice and . . . smile

Give them a good home!! Please??? LOL
alpha:
i like chipmunks, i like ground squirrels. i like trees. burrrrr says the mountain to the lion goat. where are you mommy?