Tuesday Aug 27, 2002

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but no matter what i still love him.
inkedgirl:
Hugs & love & smooches your way. :'(
batattak:
Thanks you SOOOOO much! Thank you! Thank you!Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Monday Aug 26, 2002

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i know he's gonna read this and that's ok. i don't know how else to let him know.

every night when i lie in bed next to him i try so hard to stop myself wishing he could just be gone now. it's more painful having him here sometimes, knowing he'll leave, knowing he doesn't love me enough to stay, knowing every time he said...
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takora:
awww... well... i hope you two are able to stay friends. *hugs*hugs*hugs*!
martyr13:
i hate to follow on someone elses comment, but...
sand turns to granite after many years of being compressed. and when it is fully formed..
it is hard to break...and even harder to carve.
you don't need to be shaped. you are who you want to be. this is a trend that is best left to continue. keep smiling through whatever is given to you, you'll need the practice for later when you really want to use it.
i think that your entry was well thought, although, i have to admit, i hope you tried your best while you were there and with him, rather than worry about what had happened previously. understanding is what keeps us different from the beasts, that and intellect. those to elements make the most powerful of foes. don't let one rule the other.
*big hugs*
happiness to you,
mark

Sunday Aug 25, 2002

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bobby and i are breaking it off at the end of his stay. i've known for a while that he wouldn't end up here; we just talked about it today and confirmed. he loves portland and i have school here and we have to do what we have to do. so come september 1 i am alone again.

till then we're together and loving and...
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girlblue:
Oh baby. I know how that goes...I am seeing noncomdrone for the last time today. The countdown sucks...I have been crying off and on for the past 24 hours. *hugz*
stewd:
I think we all have been there... I have. I ran off a plane once to say goodbye and give one more kiss before i left. ::huggie hugs::

Saturday Aug 24, 2002

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geraniums smell of wet silver, i said to tease him, go and sniff them in the cement coffins by the traffic light.
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batattak:
Me? Stink? hmmmm....
roxy:
Meow. I love you honey!

Saturday Aug 24, 2002

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yep, so my bedroom has been effectively broken in. i've lived in this house for over a year and i've finally had some good LOUD sex in it *cracks knuckles*

of course the mattress is louder than a fucking jackhammer and the bed frame is on squeaky wheels . . .

god i love sex. i almost couldn't take it the *first* time . ....
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xdaarkenx:
holy god damn. i dont know what to say...except for....ruff ruff!
grendel:
Oh my god!

Friday Aug 23, 2002

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0 days 10 hours till i get royally screwed as of this update . . .
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batattak:
Man, keep it down!! Even I can hear that bed squeeking. ;-)
takora:
it's just taking the sound longer to reach you, Mr. BatAttack. i can hear the walls shaking now... i hope the house is insured against structural damage of this magnetude...

Tuesday Aug 20, 2002

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2 days till i get royally screwed.


leave me the fuck alone.
leave me the fuck.


leave me.

leave.
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grendel:
I've left a fuck for you hidden somewhere in your room. Hopefully you can put it to good use in just ONE MORE SLEEP! smile
girlblue:
If I am counting right then you should be getting royally screwed right now!!! Besides, you haven't been online today. wink

Tuesday Aug 20, 2002

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3 days till i get royally screwed

give me a reason. i dare you.
atomic_tiki:
you had to rain on my parade didn't you? tongue

Monday Aug 19, 2002

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3 days till i get royally screwed.

i'm getting so fucking sick of maggots. i hate despise detest them.
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liquid29:
Thumb wrestle a boy to the ground and he's not even on your friends list?!?
Next thing I know you'll be retiring as champ without a rematch...
Oh, by the way, you'd best have those thumbs in PRIME shape when you hit NJ, you're gonna need them!
Vengeance will be mine!!!!!!!!!
Or maybe not...
number6:
Great profile pic ....
Who/what is screwing you?

Monday Aug 19, 2002

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4 days till i get royally screwed.

you know, these goddamn cell phone companies, they fuck you and fuck you and fuck you and fuck you and then they fuck you some more. (excluding batattak. well, maybe not wink.

ANYWAYS, so they changed my plan back in june, and since my mother didn't look carefully at the bill, we didn't realize that oh! i'm not...
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jorganic:
fuck that noize.


cell phone companies live to trick you into spending more money than you mean to, be it by roaming or going over your minutes.

that sucks. don't let the "anti-cell phone threwad" crusaders see this.
tee-hee.
digdug:
I really don't understand why everyone is talking about phone plans when I can see a nipple up there!
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