go_lately

so a number of people have been commenting on bobby and i . . . heh no, we're not getting married any time soon nor has there been a proposal (a real one at least). we're not even gonna be living in the same state for another 2 years as far as i can tell.

but yes i love him to death and he's coming up to visit in september etc etc. i'm all mushy 'n shit. but ever since my last break up i've had big problems doubting how other people feel about me, like relationshi-wise. do other people have that problem? someone will say "i love you" and inside my head i'll be thinking "yeah, right . . ." it bothers me that i can't believe it, and that it also affects my feelings towards the other person in that i'm much more reserved.

other news? so i work at a kennel for dogs and cats, and 2 days ago we . . . *gulp* we lost a dog. like she ran out and just bolted. we still haven't found her yet. so that really really really sucks my left ass cheek. i'll let you guys know if we find her, but as for now she's still mia . . .

and of course, thanks to bakattack, everyone gets a boobie! boobies all around!! hopefully i'll be able to get some good color shots soon. but i'm actually kissing another girl in this one, if anyone can tell