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i want to write something deep and meaningful but i can't.

when i was younger i wrote stuff all the time. stories, poetry, i had a journal, all my teachers were convinced i'd go on to become this great writer, etc. writing is what got me into school. but somehow i just drifted . . . i want to write something beautiful and poetic and it sounds plasitc and flat when it comes out, and i don't know how to change it. it's frustrating as hell.

i guess practice makes perfect right? maybe this journal will help me. i hope it will.

in other news, i might be getting a new kitten. *might.* he's a special kitten. one way or the other, i'll tell you guys about him and his brother and sister later. *fingers crossed.*