i think i have to raise the dosage of my meds again. fuck.
i hate this, i hate it so much, i hate being dependent on medication, on chemicals to survive, and don't anyone tell me that that's not true, that i don't need meds, that i need to find peace and strength within myself because my sickness is probably 98% chemical, i'll probably have...
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i hate this, i hate it so much, i hate being dependent on medication, on chemicals to survive, and don't anyone tell me that that's not true, that i don't need meds, that i need to find peace and strength within myself because my sickness is probably 98% chemical, i'll probably have...
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somewhere over the rainbow
way up high
there's a land that you heard of
once in a lullabye
somewhere over the rainbow
skies are blue
and the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true
someday i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
away above the chimney tops
that's...
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way up high
there's a land that you heard of
once in a lullabye
somewhere over the rainbow
skies are blue
and the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true
someday i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
away above the chimney tops
that's...
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guess who got to play with chainsaws, the jaws of life, and a handheld circular saw that can cut through concrete today?
that's right! ME!!!!
that's right! ME!!!!
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pigs9488:
Thanks for the comment. You wouldnt be playing those with those things for music would you. It sounds like a noise band i was in a while back.
astrid:
That kind of stuff scares me. You're my new hero. 
so, so tired.
so i drove up from roxy's today. it took me 8 hours, nonstop except for a few coffee and pee stops, averaging 80 mph.
i had a 45 minute break at home before i had to leave to drive back to school - another 4 hours
i was driving 3 people as well as myself, and my car is still all fucked...
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so i drove up from roxy's today. it took me 8 hours, nonstop except for a few coffee and pee stops, averaging 80 mph.
i had a 45 minute break at home before i had to leave to drive back to school - another 4 hours
i was driving 3 people as well as myself, and my car is still all fucked...
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penelopelee:
you really are amazing. not saying that lightly.
slightpressureok:
I'm thinking of a Greg Brady jack-o-lantern, but I can't find a decent picture to send! I'll settle for a photo of you in a pile of leaves.
I never claimed to be your saviour
I said I had a dirty mouth
Stop analysing my behaviour
If you're too dumb to work it out
I've got to keep myself together
You know I hate to disappoint
A masochistic lamb to slaughter
Maybe you miss the point?
I'm feeling small
I'm climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what...
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I said I had a dirty mouth
Stop analysing my behaviour
If you're too dumb to work it out
I've got to keep myself together
You know I hate to disappoint
A masochistic lamb to slaughter
Maybe you miss the point?
I'm feeling small
I'm climbing the walls
I don't let it show
Now that you know what...
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verifythis:
Smiles. yay.
-sarah
-sarah
jarelshow:
you made me want to listen to that and paint. thank you. peace.
is there anything more perfect than sitting around on a lazy afternoon with a purring, completely contented kitten sleeping pn yout lap?
cats definately recognize the important things in life: sleep, eat, get petted, play, eat, get petted, sleep . . .
cats definately recognize the important things in life: sleep, eat, get petted, play, eat, get petted, sleep . . .
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raven:
absolutely!! kitties really know how to live!!
i would love to trade my exsitence and just be a cat. life would be so simple.
yeah. the sock was just hanging out under a pile of stuff in my room. haha.
yeah when i see you at the next sgny gathering ill be like HEY B. HERES YOUR STINKY WET SOCK THAT YOU LEFT AT MY HOUSE!! uhh. actually i hope that you didnt want me to save it.
i would love to trade my exsitence and just be a cat. life would be so simple.
yeah. the sock was just hanging out under a pile of stuff in my room. haha.
yeah when i see you at the next sgny gathering ill be like HEY B. HERES YOUR STINKY WET SOCK THAT YOU LEFT AT MY HOUSE!! uhh. actually i hope that you didnt want me to save it.
roxy:
Aren't my kitties the BEST? 
wow. everyone should be jealous of me. roxy looks stunning today.
roxy:
Awww!! Thank you honey Hehe
Hehe wow. i feel like a horrible person. and there's nothing i can do.
i'm so sorry, baby. so so sorry.
i'm so sorry, baby. so so sorry.
jin1:
I don't ever know what to say to you. I don't now. All I can think of is how much I love you, and I do. Please, believe that I'll be here for you if you want me. I'll always want you. Nothing will ever change that, and you need to know that. I think I've finally come to my senses, and you need to know that I'll always be here for you. Always.
liquid29:
Do not feel bad, at least you are trying...
omigod, i am way too horny right now.
and a certain someone got an image stuck in my head that won't go away and it's driving me insane . . .
and a certain someone got an image stuck in my head that won't go away and it's driving me insane . . .
roxy:
Mwahahahaha!
need . . . uneventful day . . .
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bettietwoguns:
boo to all fun missed by beth. can't wait till nov. 3.
slightpressureok:
*THERE* you are! And yes, I arrive with all sorts of electronic gear. Do I get my own room?
visiting my girlie *swoon*
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catculus:
yay!
jin1:
You know what? You have no right to say any of the things you said to me. You have no frame of reference for what I was thinking when I said what I said, so I think it's entirely unfair that you say anything to me about something that you regard as one of the highest forms of expression, and forums to speak what you feel without persecution.
Grow up.
Grow up.
whatever it is you want, i'm sure i couldn't give it to you.
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tryptamine_____:
but i've already seen pictures of it!
digdug:
I know that it is of little consolation, but my thoughts are with you now *hugs*
PS: Pictures of my Booty should cheer anyone up
{peck on the cheek}