i'm quitting smoking cold turky, i have poison ivy, and i'm about to get my period. DID SOMEONE HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY????
grrrrr fucktheworld.
grrrrr fucktheworld.
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trust. discuss.
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josebove12195:
I think its one of the best feelings I can have, to fully trust someone, but I will also say that I have never fully trusted anyone in my family and that ... I have only trusted a number of friends. Its like being nude... sounds more obvious as I say it.
But then, semi-trust is just as satisfying if you fix your standards, your expectations. Everyone has something to guard, so obviously its not easily gained. and a lot of people are cruel, subconscious cruelty, by nature. They are the sharp objects to avoid, or at least to keep at a distance...
But then, semi-trust is just as satisfying if you fix your standards, your expectations. Everyone has something to guard, so obviously its not easily gained. and a lot of people are cruel, subconscious cruelty, by nature. They are the sharp objects to avoid, or at least to keep at a distance...
inkedgirl:
I'm so terrible with trusting people too early.... Thankfully, it didn't bite me in the arse this time.
alcohol changes people: a good thing, a bad thing.
wondering sitting here, now it's bad because it gets to the point where i don't know which is the change anymore. is sober witheld or inebriated exagerated?
two sides to everything, sometimes i revel in my logical realism, sometimes i ache for my naive romanticism, sometimes i pray for night just so evening will end.
maybe...
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wondering sitting here, now it's bad because it gets to the point where i don't know which is the change anymore. is sober witheld or inebriated exagerated?
two sides to everything, sometimes i revel in my logical realism, sometimes i ache for my naive romanticism, sometimes i pray for night just so evening will end.
maybe...
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timmy:
I've been sober all my life, but I'm just crazy to begin with.
aster:
maybe alcohol just lowers inhibitions so that people do things they already deep down wanted to do?
roxy has a crush on me! i'm the luckiest girl ever ever.
*swoon*
*swoon*
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jeeff:
if streetlights go out when you pass, doesn't that make you a vampire?! *shiver*
inkedgirl:
*love*
oh my it's been such a long past 2 days. all having to do with animals too (what else is new?) yesterday evening i thought i lost my kitten - i thought he had gotten outdoors. being gimpy and all i was sooo worried about him, since he'd never been out on his own and we live pretty close to a very busy street -...
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m:
never used to be scared of horses. my ex worked with them every day
I couldn't ride but I used to like them, and run about he field with them and they'd go 'pherpppp' (how do you spell that?)and run round with me but jesus, one day out out nowhere
this (a bit cranky) mare bit her while she was feeding it, like right on her tit,
and lifted her up, she's still having flashbacks in her sleep now and that was 2 years back.
but anyway I was just answering cos I'm glad you found your cat/kitten/catypuss
cos mines been gone for 2 weeks now. I found her as a feral kitten who had made a kind of cat-nest in my best friends garden which she slept in
with her brother. But he got killed, well he disappeared, so we guess he was dead, and she was just on her own in this nest made of grass, and she
was so weak she was walking on her backward-knees. She came into the house and rolled about in front of me as well as she could and even
was purring, so I had to have her. But now she's just gone and left, like
completely. Anyway., I'll shut up now, you're probably thinking 'why's
this guy talking to me on and on' well it's just I like horses and cats and
stuff and I'm in a talking mood and all my friend are totally in bed
(it's early morning here) and I was 'trying out' ' some cheap c0caine my friend got (not really my cup of tea), and I woke up late today anyway.
really hope horse is ok, and if he is, it's 1/2 down to you, you sound cool
anyway., enough, thanks for reading my rubbish on this odd night
-rjsomeythingsomething
I couldn't ride but I used to like them, and run about he field with them and they'd go 'pherpppp' (how do you spell that?)and run round with me but jesus, one day out out nowhere
this (a bit cranky) mare bit her while she was feeding it, like right on her tit,
and lifted her up, she's still having flashbacks in her sleep now and that was 2 years back.
but anyway I was just answering cos I'm glad you found your cat/kitten/catypuss
cos mines been gone for 2 weeks now. I found her as a feral kitten who had made a kind of cat-nest in my best friends garden which she slept in
with her brother. But he got killed, well he disappeared, so we guess he was dead, and she was just on her own in this nest made of grass, and she
was so weak she was walking on her backward-knees. She came into the house and rolled about in front of me as well as she could and even
was purring, so I had to have her. But now she's just gone and left, like
completely. Anyway., I'll shut up now, you're probably thinking 'why's
this guy talking to me on and on' well it's just I like horses and cats and
stuff and I'm in a talking mood and all my friend are totally in bed
(it's early morning here) and I was 'trying out' ' some cheap c0caine my friend got (not really my cup of tea), and I woke up late today anyway.
really hope horse is ok, and if he is, it's 1/2 down to you, you sound cool
anyway., enough, thanks for reading my rubbish on this odd night
-rjsomeythingsomething
inkedgirl:
You're so awesome, B. 
Once my kitty kat got stuck in my couch and I looked for him for hours and I cried and flipped out. Eventually it occurred to me that he might be in the couch and I ripped it apart (literally). When I found him, he was hanging by his neck from a spring, his eyes were glazed over, his whole body was cold, and he wasn't breathing. I thought he was dead. I pulled him out hysterically, screaming and crying and put my mouth over his and started giving him CPR. After two puffs he shook his head, blinked his eyes and licked my nose.
I have never been so relieved in all my life.
Once my kitty kat got stuck in my couch and I looked for him for hours and I cried and flipped out. Eventually it occurred to me that he might be in the couch and I ripped it apart (literally). When I found him, he was hanging by his neck from a spring, his eyes were glazed over, his whole body was cold, and he wasn't breathing. I thought he was dead. I pulled him out hysterically, screaming and crying and put my mouth over his and started giving him CPR. After two puffs he shook his head, blinked his eyes and licked my nose.
I have never been so relieved in all my life.
is anyone selling a digital camera or webcam? or better yet, does anyone want to buy me one? i'll put it to good use! *wink wink* puhleeeeeze?
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bionicfemme:
Phaedra said:
my favorite animals are my own (2 cats, 2 rats, hedgehog, tarantula), tiges (i have one tattooed right above my butt) and bionicfemme's - they're just so sweet and cuddleable and adorable and nice and . . .
Give them a good home!! Please??? LOL
my favorite animals are my own (2 cats, 2 rats, hedgehog, tarantula), tiges (i have one tattooed right above my butt) and bionicfemme's - they're just so sweet and cuddleable and adorable and nice and . . .
Give them a good home!! Please??? LOL
alpha:
i like chipmunks, i like ground squirrels. i like trees. burrrrr says the mountain to the lion goat. where are you mommy?
muahahaha! i have surpassed macbastard and leapt up into the ranks of those sg members listed with the most posts!
macbastard, eat my dust beeyatch!!
macbastard, eat my dust beeyatch!!
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inkedgirl:
I will catch Dia! Make no mistake about it! MUhahahha
jamy:
phaedra.... are you up?
Michael Jackson: "Heal the World"
No artist is better at seamlessly combining overblown earnestness with utter vagueness of message. In "Heal the World," (a spiritual sequel, if not an overt retread, of "We are the World"), Jacko shatters the delicate shell of public complacency by airing the shocking and little-known truth that "there are people dying!" Jackson's goal isn't merely to break the silence surrounding...
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No artist is better at seamlessly combining overblown earnestness with utter vagueness of message. In "Heal the World," (a spiritual sequel, if not an overt retread, of "We are the World"), Jacko shatters the delicate shell of public complacency by airing the shocking and little-known truth that "there are people dying!" Jackson's goal isn't merely to break the silence surrounding...
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inkedgirl:
:-)
atomic_tiki:
what kind of tattoo? email me the details.
gone for a bit
i miss him so much.
i haven't felt like this in so long.
it's terrifying and wonderful. but it still hurts.
i haven't felt like this in so long.
it's terrifying and wonderful. but it still hurts.
grendel:
And you'll see him soon darlin'. Then all will be well with your world. No worries. 
namaiki:
Awww! I miss you too sweetie!
Oh wait, you're not talking about me. Bugger.
Oh wait, you're not talking about me. Bugger.
so i had a dream i met spooky last night. it was totally strange - sg was actually 2 seperate entities, though i can't really remember the differences b/t the 2, and i had dropped out of one of them and wanted back in again. i met him in his office, where he was watching a big screen tv. it was a very large office,...
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slightpressureok:
I had a dream of you in the cockpit of a jet fighter...
so i'm curious - anyone have the same birthday as me?
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digdug:
Aw shit!
What did I say?
I can't even remember!
I just tried to figure out by looking at all of your postings, but I couldn't find anything. Maybe I shoulda looked at my postings!??!
I'm kinda like the guy from Memento, only not quite as bad and without the all the tattoos.
I never meant to hurt you baby, I never meant to make you cry.
What did I say?
I can't even remember!
I just tried to figure out by looking at all of your postings, but I couldn't find anything. Maybe I shoulda looked at my postings!??!
I'm kinda like the guy from Memento, only not quite as bad and without the all the tattoos.
I never meant to hurt you baby, I never meant to make you cry.
digdug:
OOOH
I just found it.
I take it back. I did mean to make you cry.
As someone who was born and raised in Indiana (not proud, just a fact) I am offended.
You should be ashamed.
Now go outside and flog yourself 20 times with your belt, better yet, I'm coming over right now to do the job myself! Watch out cookie!
I just found it.
I take it back. I did mean to make you cry.
As someone who was born and raised in Indiana (not proud, just a fact) I am offended.
You should be ashamed.
Now go outside and flog yourself 20 times with your belt, better yet, I'm coming over right now to do the job myself! Watch out cookie!
cxd
Sounds like you've got a lot on your plate, with the smoking, and the itching, and the bleeding. Take lots of hot baths.